"I-I-I.... I'm sorry Summer" he apologised. Tears stared rolling down his face "I didn't mean to do it"
"W-w-what? What are you talking about Eric? Why are you apologising for? There is nothing to apologise for, you've done nothing wrong and if you did I believe we can get through it together-"
"I cheated on you Summer! That's what happed"
No...... this can't be true....
Is this real? ... Is this a nightmare? It must be... this can't be happening to me... no right now! Why? ... WHY?! What have I done to deserve this?! My heart arched. I couldn't breathe. It felt like my heart was broken into millions of tiny pieces.
I let out a shaky breath. Tears started to slow roll down my face. it felt like the world was just crumbling beneath my feet.
"Babe... are you alright?" He said while stroking her cold arms up and down.
"DON'T YOU DARE TOUCH ME YOU PIG!!" I shouted angrily at him.
Obviously we weren't alone at the park. Some couples were walking around the lake with umbrellas in their hands and they started to whisper thing to each other while looking at us... scratch that; they were looking at me.
"Baby stop shouting, is not big of a deal!" Eric said annoyingly
"No big of a deal? REALLY!?, YOU JUST FRICKEN CHEATED ON ME WHILE I WAS STRESSING OUT BECAUSE IM MOVING TO ENGLAND IN A FEW WEEKS AND YOU JUST WENT AND CHEATED ON ME WITH SOME BIMBO!"
"You are moving to England?!" he stood up, chest moving up and down with such force and his hands were now in a tight fist.
"When were you planning on telling me this?!" he said angrily
I shouldn't have said it like that
"Well, TELL ME SUMMER" he shouted "I knew you were distant these couple of days but I never thought that this was the reason for it, I thought you were on you period or something"
"I was going to tell you today" I whispered "But we aren't talking about me. Why did you do that, I thought you loved me"
"Summer, I love you; trust me I do with all my heart... That was just a drunken mistake" he shrugged liek it was nothing really important. I can hear this anymore... I have to get out of here.
"I can't do this anymore" I whispered
"I know we don't usually fight but I love you and you love me-"
"No Eric, you don't understand... I can't do this anymore... this" I said moving my hand back and forth between us "I can't do it. Just think about it; if we were only one night apart and you just go and cheated on me... imagine if we are separated from thousands of kilometres;in different countries"
Eric pulled me again his chest and raped his arms around my waist holding me firmly.
"Summer just listen; w-w-we can work our way out through, I-"
"NO GET OF ME! WE ARE DONE ERIC! ... DONE" I pushed myself away from him. Rain stared to pour on us, the wind started haul furiously. I knew I should of brought an umbrella.
I turned around quickly, I needed to get home, and I couldn't bear to look at his eyes anymore. He was broken ;I was broken.
"We aren't through summer! I will get you back! I promise!" He shouted to the top of his lungs. I stared to run faster. My vision was blurry due to the many tears I've cried. I couldn't believe this was happening to me. Why now? We were supposed to be together for ever. He was the one I was going to grow old with, but now that dream was shatter into millions of pieces as he torn apart all his promises.
A car horn brought me back to reality' out of my misery. "Watch were you're going kid!"
I was standing in the middle of the road. How did I get here? I quickly moved a side and apologised. when I finally got home I opened the front door. I made a little pond where I was standing due to the water in my clothes and my hair was in all directions due to the wind that was just terrible.
Oh great! just my luck, my aunty and uncle were here. Im guessing they were just paying a visit since I haven't seen them since my birthday and that was last year by the way.
"Summer darling what happen?" my mother said while she made her way over to me.
I couldn't form a single word. My throat hurt for all the shouting. I was embarrased due to the way I was in front of my aunty and uncle. "I think im coming down with a cold so, I'm going to my bedroom" I managed to say with all my strength.
I quickly made my way up the stairs case and over to my room. I closed the door behind me with a thud. I let myself slide down in front of the door. Tears started to furiously fall down my face. It felt like my chest tightened with every breath that I took.
Crying isn't a sign of weakness; it was a symbol of someone that is finally broken. Summer let her emotions out. She needed a way out of this pain. The person she loved the most in the entire wold made her feel so betrayed, that is one of the worst feeling someone could ever feel.
It was like he didn't care about her feeling, maybe this was all a sign, explaining to her that she needed to get out here and move on.
A knock on the door brought her back to reality. She cleaned her throat and spoke "yeah? Who is it?" she managed to let out.
"It's me darling, open up please" her mother said from the other side of the door.
Summer slowly got up from the floor and opened the door, revealing a very worried mother standing under the door frame. she came in and close it behind her. "Summer, what is wrong? she said worried.
"I'm fine, it's just....I broke up with Eric" I said with tears staring to stream down my face.
Summer walked fast toward her bathroom to clean her face. She looked at her reflection on the bathroom's mirror and saw a broken girl with pail skin and with no sparks on her eyes. They seemed dead.
"summer, you know you can tell me anything right?" she said while hugging her daughter from behind.
"I know mother. Its just we had a fight and..." I couldn't finish the sentence
"Did her hurt you?"
"no, he didn't touch me... but it hurts here" I said while I touch where my heart is supposed to be, but it felt like there were none. I started to cry uncontrollably while my mother held my from behind. I stated to loose strength form my legs. I was tired, I couldn't take this anymore. We sat on the cold bathroom's floor.
My mother held me and stoked my hair while I let out the pain. Well, in reality you can never let the pain go as much as you want to.
She felt that there was no one in the entire wold that will be loyal to her, and love her, the way Eric did.
But is it true?
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