17. Chapter 17
The rain was falling pretty hard. It hasn't stopped raining for a couple days now actually. How would I know? Because I've been stuck starring out the window of my fucking dorm for 3 weeks . It's unhealthy and for sure unlike me , but for some reason I can't get the thoughts of Diana out of my head and that's what's keeping me in this room. Nothing hurts more than the regret I feel for ignoring her, for actually helping Connor. God! why did I even agree to this . I knew with everything in my heart that she was the one to change me . and she did . The last time I slept with another girl was atleast 3 months ago. I gave all of my everything up for this girl , my normal habits, the time I spent drinking and sleeping around , everything. All for me to just blow it for myself .
Every 5 seconds I would cringe at the thought of her name buzzing through my brain, but nobody has knocked on my door while it happened before. The knocking continued until I finally got up , pulled my boxers out my ass, and walked to the door moving my hair out of my pale and emotionless face . I opened it revealing Niall, Liam, and Zayn , each of them holding a bag from the Gap, Which I thought they didn't like shopping there because it was too 'Harry' for them . "We're here to get you out of your funk bro " Niall walks in followed by everyone else "Uhm ..aren't you supposed to wait until I invite you in before you walk your wet shoes across my white carpet?" I scoffed .
They didn't answer taking stuff out of the bags and laying it out . I groaned closing the door . "I already told you guys I'm not going out tonight " . "You've said that every day this week and last week and the week before . Its friday night and its time for you to just say fuck her and live your life again" Zayn folds his arms "and what if I don't want to ?" I fold my arms back at him . That's when they looked at each other and before I knew it they were making me wash up and get ready to go out with them . Looks like I have no choice now that Liam is literally gagging me with toothpaste and mouth wash.
"Come on Diana me and Hannah are waiting to see you" Taylor screamed down the hallway . I was dressed up from my lacy black dress to my red bottom heels , dark red lipstick winged eyeliner, and my hair into a neat bun on my head . They both took one look at me and began to squeal with no control making me blush. Me and Connor have been talking for a while and I decided maybe it was time we met in person for Dinner. I wanted to just go out for pizza but of course with my friends around they just had to say high class ass restaurant down the street ."You look perfect .. God I wish I were pretty !!" Hannah screams making me laugh.
"Don't put yourself down girl " Taylor says to Hannah "But she's right . Harry sure let a good thing go . I bet he's crying himself a river right now ". Hannah agrees . "Or building bridge and getting over me. He's been ignoring my calls , my text , --" "So what . He's probably so stuck thinking about you he can't even build the energy to text anybody back " Hannah cuts me off rolling her eyes . "Believe us when we say he was nothing but a fuck boy to begin with . and now he's let you go to move on to the next one and do the same thing to her" Hannah adds. "Diana forget him. Connor's outside waiting for you and where's Harry ? .. probably at the club looking for someone who might try to replace how great you are .. but never will. Trust me . A fuck boy will forever be a fuck boy " Taylor says and once again Hannah agrees . anything to stop them from talking about Harry and ruining my make up I nod as we make our way out the door. I wanted to believe everything they were saying . But another part of me wanted to call Harry just one more time .
Yes it is short but it's just a filler . OMFG IF YOU SEEN THE HALF TIME SHOW BY THE WAY I WAS GAGGING !! COLDPLAY AND BEYONCE AND BRUNO MARS KILLED IT .. LOL
All I had to say
mak bye bye
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