-The Next Day-
After walking Diana to her dorm I came back home to clean and continue to remind myself of the best night of my fucking life. I know myself as a really big ladies man and I have had alot of sex in my day , but nothing compares to what went on last night. I have never held someone like I held her before or never wanted to leave a position for as long as I did. The girl does things to me and I wish I could stare at her all day .
After I cleaning I sat on the couch scrolling through my Instagram like I didn't have anything better to do with my life. And of course at this time someone shitty always rings my bell. I get up to answer it and to my surprise its someone shittier than my friends. It was Connor in the shitty flesh .
"Hey" He greeted me like nothing was wrong with this picture. I just folded my arms and proceeded to listen to the reason why he was here . He was gonna tell me anyway did I really need to ask? "I came to apologize about the other night. I kinda got carried away with my words and my attitude I'm just .. I'm just jealous okay?!" He exclaims walking in and sitting right on my couch . I was confused by his actions but I shrugged and closed the door to listen to his crying anyway.
"Its just that you like her.. And it seems like she likes you.. a lot.. And the only reason I ever moved down here was to get her back. Word around here you're not much of a man to commitment and I was wondering if you could help me ..." I cocked my head to the side REAALLY hoping he wasn't saying what I think he was about to say. I could see he was hurt . I could see that he was serious but I couldn't help feeling so selfish. This would mean I'd have to let her go .. That means I lose her. And I love her.
"Help you what ..?" I asked slow and steadily "Help me .. Help me get Diana back " He says. His words cut through my skin like scissors and a razor blade
"I don't think its really--" "Harry please I'm begging you I am NOTHING without her.. She was my everything and I would do anything for a second chance. if you help me get her back I swear I will never ask you for anything .. You're the only thing I have left and believe me I've tried everything " He pleaded .
As much as I wanted to say no . I don't know why the hell I didn't "Alright.. I guess I could help" I mumbled.
I guess sharing isn't apart of the deal is it ?
The guys asked me to go hangout tonight but I'm a big pile of mess right now thinking about the decision I just made and how much I regret every bit of it . Why do I have to be so gregarious and think about others thoughts and feelings instead of thinking of what I think and how I feel . Especially in this situation..how I feel about Diana . I can't believe I agreed to help him. Help him take my only crush away from me when really I could have been all Louis and keep her for myself and make her mine one day .
That's why I lay in my head thinking about what I just did in the dark. Its not really dark outside but boy do I love to pretend . My phone buzzes on my night stand and my heart completely sank to the bottom of my chest . I knew it was Diana responding to my text
Hi. Sorry I was at the mall with Hannah. Hope you're not mad😔-Baby 💜💖❤💋💞
Of course not ...-Him💦😈😍😘
What's wrong ?? -Baby 💜💖❤💋💞
There is something wrong -Baby 💜💖❤💋💞
Do you wanna tell me something ? -Baby 💜💖❤💋💞
It's just . Idk how to say it -Him💦😈😍😘
just tell me 😕-Baby 💜💖❤💋💞
Well I talked to Connor... -Him💦😈😍😘
and he.. He's sorry. I know you don't believe him but I took the time to listen to him myself . He means every word he says when he said he was sorry and that he misses you . That night at the party he was just jealous of me and you and he can be an ass hole and annoying and all of that but all I'm saying is that he's trying . He came all that way for you . He's a good guy unlike me , and honestly all I want is for you to be happy with someone who hasn't slept with at least half of the school and has never had a steady girlfriend , or even fell in love for that matter because he didn't know what love felt like until he met you. You're beautiful and deserve someone better than me. And before you think he made me write this every word you're seeing are my own . I speak nothing but the truth when I say he deserves a second chance ..-Him💦😈😍😘
Luckily nobody was around to realize that I was actually shedding tears. I didn't want to admit to her that I actually had feelings for her. I always thought she knew I was a fuck boy. That's when I read that last message and didn't respond . I instead texted Zayn making sure we were still going out tonight and went to the bathroom to get myself together. A good night out is what I need to mend my soul.
Wait he said that ? .. Harry?-Baby 💜💖❤💋💞
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