They use every day together!
Belle is visiting William every single day! Even when I tell her not to, she steals the key and visits him anyway. One time, she couldn't find the key, so she just broke in to impress him.
It's annoying me. But William seems to enjoy it pretty much. He loves the company. And they're both arrogant and irritating, and a part of my past, so of course they like each other!
I'm also visiting William, but only to try and get some truth out of him, but he refuses to tell me.
I tell the boys, but they are so busy trying to figure out how to manipulate Howard to retreat.
Kevin has made up a name for this "war", and it's called "BEAST" Which stands for;
Betrayal, Evilness, Arrogance, Stupidity, Twisted. Which is what Howard stands for.
It's weird what it stands for, but the name in it self is great. Kevin is only 15 and has lost both his parents, and he's making up names for wars? I keep waiting for him to break down, because of what he's been through, but he never does..
I feel the hope fading away from my soul, and I'm not as strong or fresh as I used to.
I havn't slept in many days, because I always wake up with nightmares. More memories.
I'm starting to remember things very clearly, and I don't know if I want to remember.
I don't tell anybody, because I'm afraid they'll tell me to remember, and now I'm constantly busy looking for Belle. She walks around the underground station we have, like she owes it. I'm frustrated with her. But she doesn't seem to notice. She's just like me!
I'm sitting in my chair, and looking into a mirror in the dark hall. I see a girl who hasn't eaten anything in days. I see a girl with dark green eyes and black tangled hair. I don't even bother to look nice anymore. I can see the lack of sleep on my face, my face looks like it's shrunk, curled up and has big shades under the eyes. I look older than I am, and not in a good way.
I sigh and drive over to Williams celle with some hot stew in my lap. I lock the door open, and it takes a lot of strength to reach it. I finally get the door open, and I drive into the room. William stands up, the minute the door opens. He looks healthier, now that he's got company by Belle, and he's eats and drinks. I bow down and set in on the floor. I'm almost out the door, when William hesitates. "Annabelle?" He asks. I can't look at him. "Should I get Belle?" I ask, without feeling. I'm to exhausted to fight, so I just hope he keeps calm. I swallow, and I feel like I'm about to fall asleep in this chair in this room. "Annabelle"William tries again, and I use some more energy by turning my chair to face him. I look at him through half shut eyes. "What?" I ask. William tilts his head. "How long has it been since you've slept?" He asks concerned.
I blink, and try to look awake, but I see the look on Williams face, and give in. "A week or so" I confess. William looks at me in shock. "Why don't you sleep?" He blurts out, maybe angry, I don't know. "Nightmares" I confess. William crosses his arms over his chest. "You need to sleep" He says.
I just nod. "Yeah" I say. Obviously.
William looks at me angry. "Annabelle. If it's so hard. Why don't you just sleep here?" He asks and points at his bed. Not embarrassed, frustrated. We've given him a bigger bed, that's more comfortable. I think, I havn't tried it. Obviously.
I shake my head no. "I don't trust you anymore, you'll just steal the key or kill me in my sleep" I say.
William sighs. "Fine. Throw the key through the bars, and when Belle comes she'll let you out" He says. I sigh and shake my head no. William throws his arm through the air in frustration. "Annabelle. I'm begging you! Please" He says. I look at him in confusion. "You really wan't me to sleep here?" I ask. I can see the awkward scene in my head already.
William sighs and nods. I give in, and roll over to the bed, and I see William sighing in relief. I pull out the key and throw it as long as I can through the bars. I hear the clinging sound as it hits the ground. I sigh in exhaustion. I lift myself up with my arms, grabs the bed with one hand, and pull myself into it. A hard task I've learned myself. "God I miss my legs" I confess, as I pull myself up to the pillow. William just stands, and watches me with a smile. "Don't try anything" I threat him, and kind of joke. Williams lets out a little laugh, and I close my eyes, and feel the lovely relaxing sensation. I hear William starting to eat his stew and sigh to myself. "Goodnight William" I say before I doze of. I hear William saying something in response, but I can't hear.
I fall into the familiar black hole, and greet it like an old friend..