A/N Ya'll have been inactive lately... You guys alright? If anything is wrong I'm here for you guys! You've always been there for me, so I want to be there for you too!
"I hope you don't mind, but what happened to your father?"
My body stiffened at the question, but I realized that I should be honest with my boyfriend for he is always honest with me. I sigh and tug a strand of my hair behind my ear.
"The last time I saw him, I was probably around five years old. My parents were young and happy, but something stirred between them, leading to the day my dad left us..." I start off as I gulp this lump in my throat.
"My mom told me that he wasn't being good so he went somewhere. I later realized that he left us for good, but not because he was being bad or anything...
"I grew older and asked my mom what happened to him... It turned out he was having an affair with some woman from his workplace." I finished as Harry looked sorry and bad for asking. I then sigh and say, "Don't do that..."
"Do what?" he asked with confusion.
"That look! Don't give me sympathy or anything..." I say as I start to run circles on the back of his hand.
"No girl should ever experience what you did." he says as I look up. But I was shocked when our lips touched and I felt a safe, but tingling feeling inside of me. It was like a fire was ignited inside of me, and I was soon wrapping my arms around his neck as he wrapped his around my waist, pulling my body closer to his.
We soon broke apart as I looked at him and said, "I love you..."
It's been two weeks since I admitted my feelings for Harry. Two weeks since my heart broke. Two weeks since he told me the truth, and I ran off without hearing another word from him. I've been locked up in my room for the past two weeks, eating snickers, ice cream, and twinkies. Call me a typical teenage girl, but hey that's my comfort food.
I was currently lying in bed with all my homework assignments done and put aside on my bedside table, with my laptop on my blanket. I was on Netflix watching some tela novella as I ran my hand through my messy, unbrushed hair. For the past two weeks I have been skipping classes and having my friends bring me my assignments, and return it to my professors as I laid in bed, wishing I was dead.
I haven't contacted him or Mr. He-Who-Shall-Not-Be-Named for I have no reason to. He lied to me and expected me to easily forgive him. I wonder what else he's lied about...
"I love you Ricardo!" said Julia as she kissed the male role for the hundredth time. Ricardo is supposed to be with Elena! Julia killed his mother at that costume party! What kind of show is this?
"Liar!" I shouted at my laptop screen as I threw my snickers wrapper at it. I then felt a cold shiver run down my spine and wrapped my blankets tighter around me.
"She just wants you for the money, Ricardo!" I shouted again as the two roles made out in the nice suburban Spanish-style house. At that moment, Elena walked in the room, and covered her mouth from hurt and shock as she saw the two make out. She then runs out of the room as I groan out of frustration and pause the show.
I just sit there staring at particularly nothing as I have a flashback of that heartbreaking moment.
We soon broke apart as I looked at him and said, "I love you..."
He looked me straight in the eyes with his beautiful emerald eyes and said, "I love you too, but there's something you should know first."
My heart started to ache as I began to worry. Does he not love me the same way? Is he dumping me? Is this the end of our relationship and possibly friendship? Oh dear God, I don't want another broken heart!
"We weren't really boyfriend and girlfriend..." he started but got cut off with me laughing. He's not the best when it comes to jokes, but this one was pretty funny.
"I'm not joking Chris..." he says with a frustrated sigh as I stop my fits of laughter. My face dropped and I immediately broke away from him, feeling a cold breeze from the loss of touch. He always kept me warm and made me feel safe, but right now I didn't feel one bit safe with him. He's a liar, like the rest of them...
"I thought I could make it up for all those horrible moments, by proving myself-" I cut him off with a broken voice saying, "By lying!"
"Yes, but I didn't mean to hurt you-" he said as I once again cut him off, "You lied to me! You knew I had trust issues and you lied!"
He opened his mouth to say something, but didn't 'cause I ran off, hoping to get as far away from him as possible...
"Whoa what died in here?" asked Macy as she walked inside with Jasper. They were holding hands, which brought a small smile to my face. They had told me about their little relationship and honestly that was the only thing that made me smile these past couple weeks.
"Smells like the frat house after my parties are over..." said Jasper as he held his nose tight avoiding the smell of sweat. I hadn't showered in days, and I was filthy to the point where every time I scratched my head, I felt oil and small pieces of skin underneath my fingernails. I was disgusting and I'm pretty sure my friends are disgusted by me...
"My soul died and has been surrounded by black roses..." I mumble as I shove my face into my Pierce the Veil pillow. I bought it through etsy and I loved this pillow to death, but it was now smudged with mascara stains from all the sleepless, painful nights.
"Well aren't you a tumblr girl..." said Jasper as he put something on the table. I moved my head up to see a Starbucks coffee with my name written across the cup with a black sharpie. I sat straight and stretched my arms before Jasper and Macy jumped from fright and said, "Put your arms down now!"
My eyebrows furrowed from confusion, but soon raised from shock and disgust as I realized what a horrible stench my pits had given off. I immediately put my arms down and just grabbed my cup, taking a long sip from it. I then put the cup aside and said, "How you guys doing?"
"Better than you it seems..." says Jasper as Macy elbowed him in the gut mouthing him 'Stop.'
"No, he's right. I'm nothing, but an absolute mess." I explained as I sighed and leaned back on the bed. Macy then walked over to me and sat next to me as she wrapped her arms around my shoulder and said, "No, you're not. You're just heartbroken. But deep down there's that beautiful girl that we love and befriend."
Jasper coughs and says, "That Macy loves and befriends, I'm just considering you as a side hoe..."
I laughed at that and threw pillow at him, making him fall off his chair. He then stands up and says, "What are you doing next week?"
"What's next week?" I ask.
"Duh, it's Thanksgiving!" he cheers with hand gestures.
"I'm hanging with my family." I explain as he nods and Macy smiles.
"Hey, you'll be out of here for a week, relaxing and spending time with your mom and sister!" she says as I smile at the thought of that.
"Yeah..." I say as she starts pinching her nose closed. She then stands up and says, "But not like this. You need to shower... Ooh make that three showers.Oh and you need to brush your hair and teeth. Shave your legs and-" I cut her off saying, "Okay, I got it! I look like a homeless..."
"A homeless, who got run over by a truck..." said Jasper as I stood up and walked over to him in my pajama shorts and black tank top. I then raise my arms and breathe against his face. His eyes roll up and he soon faints, falling to the ground.
"I know he's my boyfriend, but nice one." said Macy as we fist bumped.
A/N Just five to six more chapters and this story is almost done. I will then start the third book for the series. Hope ya'll stick around for that one!
It's 10:51 PM here in LA and I'm knackered, but I decided to stay up and write this chapter as I listen to Tonight Alive.
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