11. Chapter Eleven
The next day we didn't talk at all and he barely looked at me. I felt something in my stomach each time he avoided my look, something that felt like a big hole. I didn't like it.
I felt down. I didn't wanna do anything when I knew he was mad at me.
"Hey you okay?" Lucas asked me waving a hand in front of my face. I nodded looking at him, "yeah sure. It's just my mom." "Just tell me if I have to talk to her" he said. He meant it though. I laughed, "good luck." "See that's the smile I was looking for" he exclaimed. I chuckled, "you're crazy!" "I know" he exclaimed again, making me laugh. "Now whatcha doing after school?" I shrugged, "don't know actually why?" "Who don't we go shopping?" he asked. "I have this test coming up in chemistry and I have to practice" I said, "that's what I'm doing after school and all night!" I didn't lie. It was real. "When is it?" he chuckled. "Tomorrow" I sighed. That wasn't a lie either. "Well just call me if you need anything okay?" he smiled and pecked my cheek. "Bye" I smiled as he walked away.
I saw Justin walk out of the school and when he walked past me I tried smiling but he just ignored me and kept walking. I was all alone and I hated it.
"I'm sorry" I wrote and sent it to him. I knew he read it and I could see he did but he didn't answer. I sighed and fell down on my bed.
I needed her by my side but she had to learn that she could not mess with me. And she had to learn it the hard way. I could tell she hated being ignored so that was exactly what I was doing. She was the prettiest girl ever and she was wonderful, she was saying what she wanted to say and she was doing everything she wanted to do. I just needed to ignore her a few more days then it all would be over. I kinda hoped she would give me a real apology.
Next day in school she smiled at me but I just kept walking as if I didn't see it. I smiled satisfied when I had walked past her. She probably felt stupid for even smiling at me. "Hey beautiful" I heard a voice. It was Carter's. "Hi Carter" Chantelle said. I turned around and saw them talk and laugh. I felt a knot inside and got angry. He couldn't flirt with her. Just because I ignored her didn't mean she could flirt with Carter. He had a huge crush on her. I saw her look at me. She had this revenge look in her eyes. She wanted revenge. I understood because that was exactly was I wanted too and was doing.
I just raised an eyebrow at her to say seriously and then I walked away. She was so pissed at me which I loved and I knew she did too.
Another day went by without I talked to her and that went on for like a week.