at lunch Ashton and Calum sat with Valerie,Dana,Sam, Peyton, and hollie. Michael and I sat with other people. I keep thinking about Peyton.. Why did she pour beer on me? What did I do wrong? I thought she liked me. I just want to kiss her again. When she poured me the beer she said to enjoy my 20 dollars.. What did she mean? Was there money in the cup or something? For now I guess we will just, not talk.
Luke doesn't talk to me the whole day.. In every class he will look at me just not say a word. Why do I have this feeling that I need to talk to him. Should I talk to him? I like Luke but I can't like him.. That doesn't make any since does it? I'm just a bet for him, nothing more. Right? Whatever the reason is he is a jerk.
It's driving me crazy.. I need to know what Hollie is mad about! Should I ask her? Would if she hates me. But would if she likes me and isn't mad. Would if she is just on her period.. Ok I went to far.
I had a really good sandwich. I got it from subway.. Michael didn't take it this time either! I love this sandwich!
I'm at home sick but Peyton and Hollie keep texting me saying "get well now! " I'm taking medicine and trying to sleep so hopefully I can be back soon! Also Calum has texted me today.. He says he hopes I feel better. He is really cute and sweet. I hope he thinks about me the way I think about him.
I can't stop thinking about Valerie! She is sick and I want to go visit her and make sure she is okay.. Would that be weird? She probably doesn't even think about me so I'll just forget about it.
The girls look really upset.. They won't tell me why though. Should I ask or keep it quiet? I know that yesterday they dumped beer on the guys but I don't know why... And by the way I think I like Ashton. He is sweet,funny, and really cute! I hope he thinks about me the way I think about him!
Do you know what I can't stop thinking about? Something I think I love? Something I can't live without? This sandwich! It's so good! I love it so much and when it's gone I'm not sure what I'll do. It's all I can think about.
We all just sit there glancing at each other while Ashton's eating a sandwich in class. I wonder what everyone's thinking. Is Luke thinking about Peyton? Is Calum worried about val? Is Ashton thinking about Dana... Or his sandwich? But most of all. Is Michael thinking about me? I can't take this anymore. I stand up when the bell rings and walk up to him. I grab his hand and pull him out of the classroom and Into a janitors closet so we could be alone. "What the hell are you doing?" He asks. "What are you thinking about?" I ask. I didn't realize I asked him that. "I mean-" I start but he interrupts. "You.. And why you dumped beer on my yesterday" he says "you don't know why I did?" I ask. He nods. "I did it because I was just a bet.. The one you made with alex" I say. He grabs my hands and pull me to him. He hugs me and I push back. "Don't touch me" I say. "Listen " he says. "What?" I say. "I make bets with alex.. I won't lie. But you were not a bet. I quit the bets " he says. "You did?" I ask. "I would never hurt you." He says. He pushes me against the wall. "Michael I just met you.. I don't know anything about you" I say. "Like what?" He asks. "Your favorite color?number?blood type? I don't know anything !" I say. "Green,14,and positive." He says. I smile. "Your turn. " he says. "Black,26,and positive" I say. He grabs my wrists and pushes me against the wall. "Now we know each other" he whispers into my ear, and I can feel his warm breathe. I start to breathe heavily. He nibbles on my ear and moves down to my jaw line which he kisses. I push him back."what?" He asks. "I can't" I say walking out of the janitors closet. I told him I can't but to be honest.. I don't know why I did. I could of but I said no.