I never speak my mind or fight with Luke, it's just not worth it cause he always has to win. I started a fight today about how he never seems to care about me, just what my body can do. He started to cook, apologized and then started to ignore me. Of course the annoying girlfriend came out of me and I called him babe a million times. Usually he breaks down and talks but today he didn't. I kissed his neck, pulled on his shirt and he still didn't care. I got off the counter and walked upstairs, on my way up I saw him wipe a tear. Luke doesn't cry, I haven't seen him cry since.. well I don't know ever.
"Ass-ton!" I thought if I got Ashton I could talk to him and he could help me out, he's known Luke longer. He never came so I ran into his room and saw something I wish I could forget.
"I'm so sorry, I'm just going to go. When you get a chance come see me.. yeah okay..bye." I started to close the door when I heard my name.
"Melanie, I haven't seen you in forever. How have you been?" Sydney tried to make small talk as if it wasn't awkward.
"Syd, you don't have to talk to her. She is just coming to complain to me about her and Luke's stupid sex life. Melanie I don't care get out!" Ashton was being really mean so I just closed the door and went back downstairs hoping Luke would be better. Still crying I walked over and wiped his tears. I turned him around, got on my tip toes and kissed him.
"I never meant to upset you. I just wanted to let you know how it felt to be the girl in the relationship. I'm not complaining cause I love what we have, but I love you for you and I want it to be a mutual feeling." I really tried to keep him calm, nothing worked. Our kiss didn't feel good and our hug was to long almost friend like.
"Ew, get a room! I'm just kid.." Calum tried to speak but Luke cut him off.
"Shut up! You don't know what's even going on. I could lose the love of my life because I'm a self centered douche bag. She is everything I've ever asked for and all because I decide to think with the wrong head I could lose it all. She could have any other guy and I know other guys out there want her, but she's mine and I want it to stay that way, go somewhere with your girl and treat her like a princess cause I've learned how it hurts them." He wiped his tears grabbed my hand and looked down at me. As he looked down a tear hit my forehead and I immediately knew, he was the one.