8. Ashton's pov
I pulled into the drive way with Bea and I saw headlights following me in. It was Cal he jumped out of the car,tears rolling down his cheeks. Bea got out of the car and ran over to Cal, of all the boys she's always been close with Calum.
"Awe,don't cry Bea is here! I've missed you and I'm back, lets go make tea and talk about it." Cal turned and started crying so hard he was shaking. I felt bad but I couldn't get out of the car knowing my best friend was upset and my other friend was comforting him. Usually we all pick on Cal I need to capture the moments that he is the one being payed the most attention. I finally got out of the car, grabbed Cal's sleeve and drug him inside.
"Listen, your really upset. I don't now why, but your Calum you are an awesome dude and need to keep your head up. You also better be happy I just admitted that cause you know I hate you." I was just kidding and he knew it he started to smile and I heard his little laugh. Bea went to the kitchen to make him tea and Luke upstairs watching Anchor Man with Melanie and Michael and Ash laid on the studio floor looking threw their photo album. Today has been quite a long day, I kissed Bea on the cheek cause we are still only friends and I went up to bed. Later Bea came up and jumped in my bed, she kissed my cheek rolled over and said goodnight. I've been thinking lately and I can't decide if I'm in love and if I was who I'd be in love with. Thinking about that I started to sing a few words, I grabbed my notebook and wrote them as fast as possible. Even though I knew I wouldn't be the ones singing the song I still wrote it down.
" Everything I didn't say. Wait, don't tell me, Heaven is a place on earth. I wish I could rewind all the times that I didn't show you what you're really worth. The way you held me, the way I wish I'd put you first. I was wrong I admit, numb from your kiss. While you were slipping through my finger tips. (either Calum or Luke) taking every breathe away, with all the mistakes I've made. From all the letters that I saved, this is everything I didn't say. I wish I could've made you stay, and I'm the only one to blame. I know that its a little too late, this is everything I didn't say." I wrote down the lyrics as they came to me then it hit me, I can't finish this song on my own and if I ask Luke or Calum they will assume its about Melanie. My only chance was Michael and I couldn't get out of bed and ask him now. I guess I'll just have to finish it tomorrow, maybe after breakfast. I put my notebook back under my mattress, turned of my night light and rolled over to fall asleep.