7. Chapter 5 - Party Preparation (Part 1)
Chapter 5 - Party preparation (part 1)
My head swarmed with thoughts which started causing a massive headache. Ashton told me to go to bed and get some rest and they'll sort everything out for me which I'm so grateful for. I laid in bed with sleep unable to be found in my overactive brain. I sat up and grabbed a piece of paper and pen.
' what am I going to do? I love Ashton and this baby could be his but what if it's not his and that mistake comes back to haunt me. Can I even keep this baby or should I get rid of it and pretend like It never happened. Oh god I can't kill my unborn baby I'm not that messed up. I'll just have to keep it a secret for as long as possible or I could tell Kia who knows everything that happened ? WHAT AM I SUPPOSED TO DO ????'
I read over the piece of paper and ripped it out of the note pad. I folded it up and climbed out of bed and pulled the little brown box from under my bed and unlocked it. I saw the multiple letter and note I've wrote since I got married to Ashton and placed the new one in the box. I caught the sound of foot step coming up the stairs, I quickly closed the box and shoved it back under the bed and jumped back into bed. When the door opened and Ashton's smiling face appeared round the door. " How are you feeling?" He asked entering the room.
"I'm doing okay, just pretty stressed with planning a party you know?" I smiled and patted the space next to me. Ashton sat on space next to me and wrapped his arms around me to cuddle me. I tensed a little but soon relaxed and wiggled my body to get comfy in his arms. I felt my eyes drift to a close and sleep engulfed me.
I'm so worried about Gina she's never been this jumpy or tense before. I pull my arms from around Gina and place her gently on the bed trying not to wake her up. I leave the room and quietly close the bedroom door behind me. I walk downstairs to see everyone helping get this house ready for the party tonight. Michael and Calum are
bringing in the band gear. Tina and Luke are cooking some of the party food and sorting the alcohol out. Kia is putting up some of the decorations and I'm going to pull out the table for house warming gifts. I walking to the hall way and see the table signed and ready to go. Well that's my job done and dusted then, I let out a little giggle and head back to the living room. "Ashton?" Mikey called.
"Yeah" I replied.
"Come here" he said and I walked the the dining room and look at the boys sorting out the gear.
"Go to Gina, she needs you more then we do and I'm pretty sure we can handle this" Calum said and I was about to decline but they just pointed to the stairs. I shrugged and plodded back upstairs into my room.
I watched Gina sleep for hours. Her beautiful face so calm and sweet. What is going on inside her head ? and what the hell is it that she's hiding from me ?