Hi, long time no see.
I know nobody actually reads this, I just like to let my feelings out somehow. School has started, it's worse than ever. I constantly see friends laughing together and it makes me sad.
I like drinking tea alone, and writing alone.
I like riding the bus alone, and walking alone.
I like reading alone, and listening to music alone.
But when I see a woman and her child,
A girl with her lover,
Two best friends laughing together, it makes me realize.
Even though I like being alone, I don't like the idea of being lonely.
So that sucks, and now recently when I try to cry no tears come out. So I just sit staring at a wall letting my heart break