I pace back and forth, biting my thumb. I'm too stressed to even think, too stressed to stop biting my thumb. Its probably bleeding by now. I take it out of my mouth and I was right. I wipe the blood on my black jeans and sit on my bed. I run my fingers through my hair and throw myself onto the my bed. I bury my face into my pillow and start to think about my feelings for Nicole.
Do I really love her? Yes. Wait--no Liam. Remember, you have a girlfriend. This could take a while. I feel bad not relpying to Nicole. I just need to figure out my feelings for her first, before I reply. I love you, are three big words. Three big words that can crush someone's heart, if you don't mean it. If I don't mean it, that'll crush Nicole's heart, which I don't want to do
Oh boy. Mr.Payne has me pissed me off right now. How dare he play with Nicole's feelings! You mess with her, you mess with me. I unlock my front door and lock it. I threw my shoes off my feet, somewhere in the living room. I'll bring them up to her room later. I walk up the stairs stomping my feet, letting the anger inside me escape. I walked into my room and threw my small purse around my shoulder, onto my bed. I plopped into my bed, then hit my face with my pillow.
I start to yell and to cuss. Mr.Payne really pissed me off, as you can see. He told her so many things that he didn't mean at all. He made me laugh and he told me jokes. I can't believe a cheating,playing,handsome man played me AND Nicole. What kind of sicko does that? You know what, I'll kik him right now. I take the pillow off my face and slip out my phone out of my back pocket. I typed my password and went to kik. I licked on the bubble icon and it said 'find people.'
I clicked on it and it said 'find by username'. I tapped on the screen and started to type his user. I typed 'paynetrain' and clicked search. His user came up and I clicked on it and started to write a message
maymay234: How dare you play with Nicole. You mess with her? You mess with me
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