"What do you mean you love him?" Ashton asked
"I mean that I LOVE HIM ASHTON" I yelled in anger turning into sobs.
"Maybe you're just confused" Ashton suggested
"No Ashy I'm not" I sobbed
"Tell him" Ashton said
"W-What?" I choked
"Tell him Cal , he deserves to know" Ashton said calmly
"I-I c-can't" I stuttered
"Yes you can Cal, but first you need to break it off with you're girlfriend." Ashton said
"O-Okay" I stuttered yet again and with that I hung up.
I dialed up Allie's number.
"Hello?" She answered
"Hey it's Cal" I sighed into the receiver
"What's wrong baby?" She asked concerned
"I-We need to t-talk" I stuttered
"Do you want me to come over?" She asked
"Y-Yeah" I managed
With that she hung up and made her way here. In about a few minutes there was a knock on the door. I sighed as I opened the door. She came in and waited for me to speak.
"It's not working out" I said to her looking at the ground
"W-what?" She said
"I think we should break up" I told her
"B-but w-why?" She choked and I could see the tears forming in her eyes.
"I'm gay" I told her my eyes still glued to the ground.
"What?!?" She shrieked anger replacing her sadness
I sighed "I'm gay" I said yet again
"No you can't be!" She yelled "you belong with me Cal" she continued "a girl" she finished
"I'm sorry" I told her
"Whatever fag when you sort this shit out call me" she said in disgust.
I fell tears fall down my face not because we broke up, but because of the way she reacted when I told her I was gay. Would Luke react the same? I sobbed I couldn't have him hating me.
A few moment later I felt a pair of arms being wrapped against me. It was Luke. He held me as I sobbed into him. He played with my hair as he began to sing to me. His voice always calmed me down and he knew it.
"Lost and insecure you found me, you found me" he sang.