Authors note: once again, I'm so so so so sorry for not updating!!!
Its been three weeks since the accident now. it's also august. A lot has happened. Bri has officially moved in with us,it only took 3 weeks for everything to be shipped over. Her mom sends her texts everyday to check up on her. The boys also have their own rooms so when they come over and sleep Over they have a room to sleep in.
The boys are doing great at the moment. Their fanbase has grown really fast and I'm proud of them!They are even thinking of going on a tour soon after they realise their album.
Michael and iris have been hitting it off lately. It's nice to know that someone other then all of us cares about him. He deserves to be happy
I think Ashton has a thing for Hailey. He looks at her and his face gets all red and he smiles to himself, I don't think haileys aware tho
calum and Bri? don't get me started on those two. they hit it off quickly. quicker than I thought was possible
Luke and I haven't been the best. I don't talk to him, well I don't really talk to anyone to be honest. He sends me good morning texts every morning and tries to get me to do stuff with the boys. Everyone does. I mean I love them for caring, but I just don't think I'm ready.
Someone walked into my room. I felt the bed sink down as someone sat next to me and rubbed my back.
"hey love" Ashton. Ashton has started calling me love, I don't mind. it actually makes me feel kind of happy.
"we got some news today,and not the best." he knew I was listening, he always knows when I'm listening or not somehow.
"Waving hills high school called us today. They checked out records and saw that none of us got our highschool diplomats. they said we have to do senior year. All of us. Just thought I would let you know so that u have time to think" He kissed my forehead and walked out, slowly closing my door.
I sat up. Then it hit me. I got out of bed and walked over out. I walked into Ashton's room. He was sitting on his bed while on his phone. since he's the oldest I always go to him. He stopped everything when he saw me.
"hey katoline,you okay?" I tried to nod my head yes, but I stopped midway and just nodded no with tears running down my face.
"hey hey, come here love." Ashton walked over to me to give me a hug. I cried into his chest and hugged him for about a while. He rubbed my back and cooed me to try and calm me down.
"why is this so hard" I sobbed into him.
"You lost your mom Katoline. There's nothing harder than that. You'll get through it. I promise. No matter how impossible it seems"
I sobbed harder into his chest. After a couple minutes I got myself together and wiped my eyes. I looked at his shirt to see multiple tear stains from me crying.
"I'm sorry ash, I didn't mean t-" "kat its okay, don't worry about it." "do we really have to go back to highschool ash?" "of course, we need our diplomats" I sighed and looked at Ashton.
"hey lets go get you some food, you look starving. how does Nandos sound?" i nodded my head that we could go there.
"okay go get yourself fixed up and we will go."
I fixed myself up so that I don't look like someone who just woke from the dead. I'm wearing maroon shirt that says "rad" with a pair of black shorts. My makeup is done and I have white converse on.
"you ready?" "yeah let's go"
----skips to in Nandos----
As Ashton and I sat down eating our food he tried to make a conversation.
"so how are you and Luke?"
"I don't know. I don't really talk to him. He tries to make me smile everytime I see him. I know I still love him, but I just don't know what to do." I said as I took a bite of my salad. (A/N do they sell salads at Nandos? idk)
"Just talk to him. He cares about you and when your hurting he's hurting. He loves you, how couldn't he"
"okay, I'll try"
"That's my girl" Ashton smiled, which made me smile.
Ash is like a brother to me. I go to him when I have problems and he helps me. He makes me smile when I'm down and he is always making me laugh. He's my best friend.
Now I just have to somehow make Luke happy. Like how Ashton makes me when I'm sad. Who knows, maybe he'll actually even be excited to go back to highschool. All I know, is that I love him. And I'll help him through anything and everything.
HEY GUYS! okay so I'm not used to writing anymore so can y'all tell me y'all opinions on this? and be completely honest, roast me if you have to. I want to know what y'all honestly think of this.
once again I'm so so so so sorry for not updating I really am. But I'm back!!! and I'll be updating often . I hope you guys are still here and still like this movella, and OMG WE ARE AT 41k READS ON THIS HOLY SHIT GUYS THATS AMAZING!
I have news! I'm going to my first ever 5 seconds of summer concert after being in this fandom for two years:) my bestfriend and her mom bought us private soundcheck and meet and greet passes too:)
okay I know this authors note is already kinda boring but I need to know, do any of y'all know who Cody herbinko is? (Twitter: @murderized Instagram: @murderized) if you do plz tell me because I may or may not write a movella based off of him Because I love him so much and he's such a bean:)
I LOVE U GUYSSSSS <3