5. Just a toy
I tried everything, yet I couldn't sleep. My mind replayed the afternoon with Zayn in the boys' bathroom. No one ever made me feel that way before. How he touched me turned me on. Only the way he looked at me set me on fire. And the kisses we shared... I remember how our tongues move in sync. how they're looking for eachother to play. I've known Zayn only for a fiew weeks, but we shared so many intimate moments. Sometimes, I really don't know if he actually loved me. yes, we were a couple, I know. But how he reacted on me yesterday... Did our relationship actually mean anything to him? Or was he just caught up in the moment at the party? If he can finish our relationship after one struggle, than it couldn't have been anything serious. I wonder how many girls he fucked already before me. I mean, he is the most popular boy on the entire school. I'm just another toy to him. He used me... My worst fear has come true. He used me. I was nothing more than a toy where he could play with whenever he wanted. And I didn't refuse. I even liked it. The tears were streaming down my face but I barely realised it. The sound of the doorbell cut my thoughts off. "I'm coming." I said but I first went to the bathroom to wash my face. I opened the door. It was Harry. He let himself in. "What are you doing here?" I asked rude. I know he's close with Zayn. Zayn probably sent him here to make me feel even worse than I already do.
"You cried." I said; I could see it in her eyes. To be honest, I was pretty jealous at Zayn that he fucked her. "You didn't answer my question." I smiled, girls are fun when they're sassy. "Neither did you." I smirked although it was more of a statement. I waved my hand through my ahir. "Can we go to your room?" I asked innocent. She went upstairs and I followed her as we entered her room. I stepped towards her and started to undress her but she kicked me in my balls. I felt tears in my eyes. "What the hell?" I yelled at ehr. "I'm not going to be your toy as well, Harry.You can find someone else if you want to fuck so badly." But I shook my head. "You don't understand, Susan. You're the one I'm going to fuck tonight." I've found the key and locked her bedroom. "You know, I can make you feel really special." I smirked. I walked towards her again, but this time, Susan slapped me in my face. "You're making me angry, Susan. Or you're going to calm down, or I'll make sure that you'll feel pain." Susan sighed but started to undress; I did the same. "Lay down on the bed." I ordered. I kissed her hard. Then, I started to suck her nipples. "Harry..." moaned Susan. I don't know if she liked it or not, but she didn't stop me. Maybe because she was scared, but maybe because she liked it. I moved my fingers over her sex. I massaged her it and Susan got wet which made me smirk. "Make me come." I ordered so now, Susan layed on top of me. Susan kissed me hard. She grabbed my balls and tugged it, but not too hard. She did this a fiew times and when my penis was hard, I put the condome on. I put my penis in her and Susan moaned loudly, yet didn't stop me as my penis went up and down in her. Damn, this felt good. I moaned as well. Susan and I faded from a loud noise. Someone kicked the door. Zayn was standing there...
Sorry for those who read this chapter before; but since Movellas had some problems and deleted 2 chapters, I have to update it again. This is why I didn't feel like re-reading it so if there are any mistakes in it, sorry.