I've curled my hair and put on my make up. Wing eyeliner, concealer, mascara, and bright red lipstick. I've got a white lacy dress on with black underneath. I walk out the door and into the car swiftly so I won't be seen. I pull out and go to the club. I walk in confidently. Someone taps on my shoulder right away.
"Can I have your number?" A random guy asks. I don't pay attention to details. I'm to busy looking at Ashton's stupid dance moves.
"I don't have a phone, I'm sorry." That's the truth. I have an iPod that needs internet to text, so I didn't technically lie.
I walk over there and remember that they are going to think that I'm the girl that kissed Luke and left. Not the girl that became their fifth best friend. I change coarse but still manage to bump Cal so he knows I'm here. Mistake.
"Hey aren't you the girl that kissed me and then ditched me?"
"What are you talking about?" I ask it to innocently. Uh oh.
"Yeah you are! What's you're name?"
"I told you already. Trouble."
"No you're real name." Michael asks. He's clueless too. I look over at Ash and he is staring at me.
"Her name is Cam." Calum blurts out. I stare at Ash as a look of recognition washes over. He storms out slamming the door behind him.
"Why didn't you tell me?!" Luke yells. "I've been going crazy over here and you knew the truth?! Give me one good reason why you had to hide this!" He looks at me expectantly.
"No one knows me at school. I don't even get bullied, that's how invisible I am. I go here dressed like a beauty queen and everyone loves me. They all stare and say how beautiful I am and how jealous they are and all this stuff, and if I told them who I was they would think I'm loser because of how I look the rest of the week and the fact that I'm alone most of the time. You would never be able to accept me being the same person." By now I'm crying and I storm out. I drive straight home. I walk into my room that;s upstairs and open the secret latch that's hidden behind a frame. A stairway opens up and I crawl up and close it. On the first part are all of my instruments. Drums, guitars, pianos, just about everything. I go up the next set up and I'm on the roof. I have a glass enclosure with a bed and a mini fridge and all the other things I need like a laptop. I can see the stars and I can't get rained on. I remember when I asked Dad if we could build it and since it was right after the divorce, he gave me everything I wanted.
I stare at the door wondering if I should go outside and try to talk to Ash. I see him staring out the window, and I go outside and walk on the roof. He looks at me and turns away sadly. I go back inside before he can see me cry.