It's been two months since they left for tour. We still talk as much as possible. More texting though, as their fame increases. It's hard. Sometimes we only talk for 30 minutes and then they get recognized or they have to pack up or they are really tired. Whenever we do talk it's either a mindless conversation or it's crying recklessly waiting to see each other again. We Skype a little, but everyone is together, and I text Calum and Ash the most, but Michael and I have good conversations when we text and Luke and I only text when we have something important to talk about. I call Ashton and Calum the most again, and I don't call Luke at all, and I call Michael when I'm sad, or pissed at everyone else. He does the same. We have one of those friendships where you would miss them when they are gone, but don't need them all the time. But still I trust him almost as much as Ash, and he beats out Cal. But still, no matter how strong the friendship, I don't know how long I will be able to last this tour.
I get a buzz on my iPod.
Missing you like crazy *: wish u wur here with me (-: xx Ashton xx
I reply quickly.
Yeah only five more months! Can't wait!
Hey I got to go show is starting in an hour); byee
That is how it went lately. Two more months though, then I would get to see them.
I here the home phone ringing and I dash down the stairs and and pick up the phone.
"Yeah what's up?"
"I'm upset at Calum. So now I'm calling his sister because you are better! Did you here me wink?"
"No Michael, I don't think that is possible," My 'phone' buzzed. It is from Cal. "Michael, guess who just texted me?"
"Is it Cal?"
"Yes it is."
"What did he say?"
"He said: Hey Cam, Michael and I got into a fight and ash is to busy to care and I can't find luke... Can we talk?"
"Tell him you always side with Michael because he is the best."
"No Michael. What happened first?"
"He was talking about how I should change my hair color because all the fans want green right now, and I said no, if Cam has her hair like this than I will. And he started saying that we don't want to have the fans hate us and I said that the only that matters is Camry. You know your sister. And he stormed off. I know it's not the thing that we should be arguing about before a show, but still. He should chose you over all of our fans. He gave you up for more band time, and now he is giving you up for more fans."
"I'm not giving her up for more fans!" I hear Calum shout from the other line.
"Well I'll let you guys deal with that." And then I hung up the phone.
Is he really choosing them over me? I'm his damn sister. he can't be choosing them over me. It is not happening. I'm a fan of a lot of things, but even if I were famous, I would chose him over them. He is my brother. And I guess I'm just disposable.