I had managed to grab the key out of Calum's pocket so I walked straight into his room. I sat on his bed for a few seconds taking in what I'm about to do. As soon as he walked through the door I knew that I need to do this. I walked up to him pulled him down to kiss me, it took him by surprise but he quickly kissed back. He pushed me against the wall which made me gasp so he took the chance to slip his tongue into my mouth, his hand travelled down to the edge of my shirt and slipped up underneath it. I continued to kiss him while small moans escaped my lips, he pulled away from our kiss and started to leave small kisses down my neck. He reached my collar bone and started suck.
"C-C-Calum." I stuttered.
"Yes baby?" His words were seductive and sexy. "Do you want me to stop?" His fingertips slowly brushed and my back.
I shook my head as I moaned throwing my head back.
I pulled off his shirt which triggered him to take mine off as well. He picked me up and gently placed me on the bed.
•20 minutes later•
"Your not my virgin anymore" Calum frowned as he lied next to me.
"No. But I'm still your Belle." I replied and he smiled at me.
"I really do love you."
"I love you too." I smiled not really believing the words leaving our lips.
The moment was ruined when someone started knocking on the door. We both groaned until I heard who it was.
"BELLE!!! GET OUT OF THAT ROOM RIGHT NOW!!" Fuck.
'Who is it?' Calum mouths to me.
'My brother' I mouth back
'Fuck' but this time actual sound came out.
I jumped out of bed and grabbed one of Cal's shirts before pointing for Calum to get in the bathroom and running to the door. I opened it to reveal and angry looking Tom.
"Oh hey Tom what are you doing here?"
"Don't give me that shit!!"
I looked at him with a frown acting as if I didn't know what was going on.
"You told Mum that you were staying at Emilie's!" He pushed me out of the way and walked in. How did he know I was here? "I don't know whether to be worried or happy that your boyfriend is a creepy stalker and knew you were here."
I looked at him with amazement. "Tr-Travis knew I was here?"
"Yeah he did he's been following you." He looked around the room looking for someone. I sighed and walked over to the bathroom and opened the door, revealing Calum who was now wearing some sweat pants but still no shirt. He walked towards me until he saw Tom was still here.
"Ugh hi mate." He said putting out his hand. "I'm Calum."
"Yeah I know I could hear her." He replied not shaking his hand and just looking at me. Shit he was there the whole time. I just looked at my toes.
"Um...well...ugh it's nice to meet you."
Why does Calum have to be so awkward?
"Why are you doing this?" Tom said looking at me with a sad expression.
"Doing what? Being happy!! Tom you know how upset I was about Travis I had to get my mind off it!! And that's not going to just happen by sitting at home eating ice-cream is it!?!" My voice raised as tears filled my eyes.
"So is that what this was?? Just a fling to get your mind off you ex boyfriend??" Calum looked sad. I didn't mean it like that.
"No that's not what I meant. I just-"
"Don't worry about it" he said and grabbed his hoodie to leave.
"Calum. Wait, please don't do this."
I grabbed his hand but he shook me off and walked out the door. I went to run after him but Tom grabbed me.
"We are going home!"
"What? No. Tom please don't do this."
I burst into tears and Tom pulled me out of the room and out of the building. We got in his car and drove home. I can't believe this. I just gave Calum something I had never given anybody and now he won't talk to me. How can he not see how much this meant to me. When we got home I walked straight inside and straight to my room. Past my parents and past Tom. I lay on my bed crying as I went through the event of today. I can't do it. I got up and grabbed my towel off the back of my door as I walked out my door and to the bathroom. I turned on the shower as I grabbed my razor out of my drawer, I got in the shower and sat on the ground just letting the water hit me. Finally I picked up the razor and placed it against my skin. I cut through the skin and watched as the scarlet red blood trickled down my arm. A tingling feeling fled through my body as I made another cut and another. I put my head back against the glass as my arm turned red. I closed my eyes as the pain and pleasure engulfed me