I can't help it anymore. All I want to do when I see Belle is kiss her and I can't because a) she just got out of a relationship b) I've only known her for like 24 hours and c) I don't want to do something that'll make her hate me. I'm trying to keep my distance from her at the moment. If I can't have her then I need to forget about her, which I should be fine with after tonight...I hope.
I don't know what's going on with Calum. After he kissed me we were fine but now it's just like he doesn't want to speak to me, I know that's not really his fault but he was the one who stopped it not me. He didn't even say hello to me and as soon as I got into one car he got into the other, I'm really confused; he kisses me and then he completely ignores me. I was pulled out of my thoughts by Michael getting in next to me.
"Hi Michael!" Emilie almost yelled and then looked at her hands noticing how excited she was.
I laughed at her and then turned my head to smile at Michael but he was looking down at me frowning.
"What did you do to Calum?" He asked out of the blue
"What?" I was shocked and my eyes went wide. What's he talking about?
"Once he came back from going after you he's been down and it couldn't be anything but you."
"Woah Belle didn't do anything!" Emilie said butting in. "Calum was fine when he was with us so I think you should get your shit together before you go accusing her of things you don't know anything about." She obviously saw my eyes tear up knowing how sensitive I am.
"Okay. Okay I'm sorry. Your right" Michael said backing down.
The rest of the car ride was silent and very awkward. I don't know what's going on with Calum but as soon as I get a chance I'm going to ask because I can't deal with it.
We jumped out of the cars once we reached the arena and walked through the doors which led backstage to the dressing rooms. All the boys walked in front of us while Emilie and I strolled behind. She put her arm around my shoulder reassuring me everything is okay and I smiled over at her. I really hope it is.