I know it wasn't Calum's fault he couldn't trust me. I'm sure that it would've happened so many times that he wouldn't know who to trust. All of the fans who were waiting for the boys were screaming and it was slightly giving me a headache as I stood there staring at the boy who had sonny heart before he'd even met me.
"It's fine Calum, really I don't blame you." Who could stay mad at him.
He looked up at me just as a tear fell from his eye. I couldn't help but feel bad. I walked up to him and wrapped my arms around his neck, even though he wasn't much taller than me I still had to go on my tiptoes. He snaked his arms around my waist and put his head on my shoulder.
"I'm so sorry beautiful" he whispered into my ear sending shivers down my spine.
"Who's that fat bitch!!??" I heard one of the girls scream and Calum pulled away looking around.
"Yeah!! Calum you can do so much better!!"
"Don't worry honey. Once he leaves you'll be forgotten and he'll have another girl in a second!"
That one hit me hard, knowing that it has happened before and it's obviously not that hard to leave me. I know that I could never date Calum and I know that he will leave and I know that he has a billion girls throwing themselves at him and I know that he would never choose me.
I caught the tear which had slipped out of my eye and turned to the road to jump into the taxi which just arrived, as Calum still stood there with sorrow in his eyes.
"132 Wellington Avenue, Claremont. Please" I told the driver.
I held my head in my hands and tried to keep my sobs to a minimum. But just before the taxi was about to take off the door next to me opened and Calum jumped in. I kept my head in my hands knowing that my makeup would be smudged and I probably look like Satan.
Calum put his arm around my shoulder and pulled me into him as I cried into his chest.
"Don't listen to them" Calum's voice was soft and kind.
"I'll always be here." Those words. Those 4 words. Those exact words. Those words used to come out of Travis' mouth.
Remembering him and what he did to me only made me cry harder. He broke my heart. He broke me.
Hi Guys!! Hope your enjoying the start of my mov. Sorry this chapter is so short xx
- dontblink182 ❤️