Luke and Emilie seemed really close. I'm glad she got a guy even though she had a different one last night. But that's the beauty of Emilie she knows the difference between a guy to keep and a guy to fling with. We all jumped in the elevator and Ash pressed the button.
"You know it was about this time last night that I met Belle in this elevator and she told me I was pretty." Calum spoke up making everyone laugh.
I looked at my phone- 12:03am. How time flys when you have...fun. I guess.
"Wow. I was really drunk! It wasn't even that late but I was drunk enough to not remember a single part of it." I laughed.
The doors opened and we stopped outside one room.
"Yay! My room!!" Michael yelled pulling out his key.
"Hey do you want me to show you my room?" Calum whispered into my ear sending shivers down my spine as he put his hand on the small of my back.
"Couldn't hurt." I shrugged smiling up at him.
He led me down the hall to another room, he opened to door and walked in. I immediately jumped on the bed laying flat on my back. I felt like a little kid again. Calum came and laid down next to my intertwining our fingers.
"I'm really sorry about...um...u know." He said obviously not wanting to say it.
"It's fine. I don't really care that much anymore." I said turning my head and smiling at him.
He kissed my forehead and then my nose and then my lips. This one wasn't as heated as the last it felt like it had more love in it. I thought that he was going to bring me in here and then try and do something but he didn't. Thank God. Not that I wouldn't coz I would it's just that in still a virgin. Calum turned onto his side and put his arm around my waist to pull me closer and deepen the kiss. I felt his tongue on my bottom lip and I opened my mouth to allow his tongue to explore my mouth and mine to explore his. He pulled over and sat up so I was sitting on his lap with my legs on either side of his waist. I pushed my fingers through his hair forcing a moan to escape his lips.
"I want you" he spoke into my lips not breaking the kiss but I pulled away.
As much as I didn't want it to stop I had to. I just don't think I'm ready yet.
"Calum," I breathed out trying to catch my breath. "I uh I can't to this."
I got off his lap and sat on the edge of bed. Leaving him there confused.
"Why not? Did I rush it? I'm sorry whatever I did I'm so sorry." He apologised sitting next to me and putting his hand on my thigh.
"No Calum, it's not you. You did everything right. It's just that I still kinda have my 'card'" I said awkwardly trying to smile at him.
"What? Your virginity? Holy crap your a virgin. Oh my god I'm so sorry-"
"Calum it's fine seriously. I would it's just that I don't think I'm ready."
"That's fine. Yeah I completely understand."
"Really?" I expected him to make me leave or something.
"Yeah. I like you Belle and if I can't sleep with its not gonna change how I feel."
A sigh of relief left my lips and I put my head on his shoulder.
"Hey, would it be okay if I used that date now?"
"Um it's like the middle of the night but yeah I guess."
"Cool. Let's go." He said jumping up and grabbing my hand.
We went back downstairs and seeing as it almost 1:00am their weren't anymore fangirls. Calum text the boys to say that we would be back soon. I felt kinda bad leaving Emilie there with all the boys. I hope that they don't touch her but I'm sure she can handle it. On that thought I asked Calum to tell Luke to take care of her and if she needs anything call us. We walked out into the midnight air and down the street. I didn't know where we were going so I just followed Calum. We ended up stopping at a 24hr McDonalds. Yes!
"Is this okay?" Calum asked taking my hand. "I don't think anywhere else would be open anyway.
"Yeah of course! I love Maccas!"
We walked inside and a young blonde girl was standing at the counter. Fuck. As soon as I saw her I could tell who it was. Olivia. Olivia, Emilie and I used to be best friends. But then she changed we all did but I don't know what happened to her. She just hated us and we always thought that we might've done something but we don't know what, she would do anything to pull me and Emilie down. I tightened my grip on Calum's hand he obviously noticed because he bent down and placed a kiss on my head. Olivia looked up and an evil grin spread across her face. Prepare to die. She's always acted nice around parents or something but deep down she was just pure evil.
"Belle!" She smiled as we walked up.
I sucked in a sharp breath and tried to be nice.
"Olivia!" I plastered on a fake smile.
"What can I get for you?" She asked looking at Calum.
"Um can I get a frozen coke and some chips please." She glared at me and looked back at Calum as if to say 'I wasn't talking to you'.
"I'll get the same." Calum replied noticing her little moment he then paid for me.
"Great, well I'll see you back at school next term." She looked at me. "But hopefully I'll see you later tonight" she winked at Calum giving a slip of paper.
He looked at me dumbfound and I rolled my eyes and sighed as we walked off to a table.
"Who's she?" He asked giving me a disgusted look.
"Old friend." I sighed remembering when we were actually friends.
"Seems like a bitch." I laughed at his blunt comment. She is.
He smiled at me. "What're you staring at?" I asked as I felt myself going red.
"How did you become so perfect?" I felt the smile on my face grow.
Our little moment was interrupted by Olivia bringing our food.
"Here you go." She bent over sticking out her boobs. Whore.
Calum lifted his eyebrow at me. And I just laughed.
"What's so funny?" Olivia asked standing back up.
"The fact that you're such a slut that your trying to get with a guy with a girlfriend" Calum said making me put my hands over my mouth so I wouldn't say anything when he called her a slut. But he has a girlfriend? What the hell?? Holy crap I feel so bad.
"Well then..." She said straightening up and then walking off.
I just burst into laughter. It was about time someone put her in her place. I put my hand up and Calum gave me a high five.
"That was the best" I was still laughing my head off. "But what the hell you have a girlfriend??" I said frowning now but then he just started laughing. What the hell? I just at there staring blankly at him. Once he had contained his laughter he spoke up.
"I was talking about you." Then he started laughing again but I still say there and smiled. Girlfriend huh?
"But if you don't want to then that's cool. I just needed a way to get rid of her." He scratched the back of his neck.
"Calum, I'd love to be your girlfriend but I just...I don't think it's gonna work. I mean you have to leave and I need to finish school." My heart sank thinking of him leaving. "And I just don't know if I'm ready for another relationship just yet." I looked down at my lap as he looked up.
"Yeah that's fine. I understand. Your right. Sorry it was stupid. Let's just eat." He grabbed some chips and then took a swig of his frozen coke.
The rest of that night was awkward as hell. We hardly spoke and I hated it. We went back to the hotel and into Michael's room. Luke and Emilie were making out on the bed and Michael and Ashton were playing FIFA.
"Hey Guys! How was your night?" Ash asked pausing the game for a few seconds making Michael scream.
"It was..." Calum started
"Great" I said smiling but he didn't seem convinced. "Oi! Em!! Get your tongue out of that rock stars mouth you'll damage his vocal chords!!" I yelled and Luke and Em pulled away from each other.
"Do you guys just want to stay the night? You may as well" Calum asked smiling
"Um yeah sure. Is there anywhere we can sleep though?" I didn't want to be any trouble.
"Emilie can sleep with me!" "And Belle can sleep with me!" Ashton and Michael yelled receiving death stares from both Luke and Calum. Me and Emilie just laughed.
"You can sleep in my room if you want? But only if you want to. You don't have to." He said releasing the awkward tension.
"Yeah that sounds good." I said grinning.
He's so sweet and cute. Such a gentleman. I think that I might...No Belle stop! He's going to leave in a few days and then you will be heartbroken if you do that it'll just make the pain worse.
"Whatcha thinkin' 'bout?" Calum asked jumping on the couch.
"Just our run in with Olivia" I sighed and then Emilie pushed Luke off her again obviously hearing my words.
"WHAT?!?!?" She practically screamed.
"Yeah she was at McDonalds." Calum answered for me.
"What happened??" She asked very curious about what our old friend is up to.
"She did her usual thing flirting with Calum..."
"And then I told her she was a slut and I had a girlfriend so she fucked off" Calum finished for me.
"Nice going!! I hate her she's such a devil." We laughed and then I felt my eyes getting heavy.
"Hey Cal. I'm getting tired is it okay if I go to bed?"
"Yeah of course babe" he jumped off the couch walking out the door with me.
We went into Calum's room and he gave me a shirt to sleep in. I got straight in bed and so did Calum. He snuggled up to me and it made me feel safe. In that moment nothing could go wrong I wish I could stay here forever.
"Goodnight Beautiful" he kissed head.
I closed my eyes and fell into a deep sleep.
Why am I so madly, deeply, undeniably, inconsiderably in love with this stupid damn boy who is only going to break my heart.