7. Worst feeling
~Eric back in school, at recess again~
"Hey come on we have to tell him sometime" DUstin said
"I know i just dont want to, i dont wana hurt him" I said almost started crying
"Jason come here for a second." He said to one of my classmates
"Can you go and tell Eric me and Em are dating?"
"Uhhh, yeah i guess i can." he said and ran to tell him. I cant do this, im gona hate myself for so long. I got this feeling in my stomach, it was hatred.... Hatred against myself. How could i have been so stupid.
"He said you guys can go fuck yourselfs" Jason said and walked away. OMG no he hates me how could i do this. I love him.
I was watching a cooking show with Sean on Netflix when i got a text.
Eric- I hate you, never talk to me again.
I got the worst feeling in the world. I literally started crying. I love him to much to loose him. Not when were still this young.
Em- Please Eric dont do this im so sorry
Eric- Save it
Em- Eric we've been friends forever, i dont not want to be friends.
Eric- Yeah me niether
Em- I know ur mad and you have every right to be. but do u thing you could ever forgive me?
We started talking again, like best friends should. We talked like nothing ever happened. Maybe this isn't as bad as i thought i was going to be.