Months past and I am still watch with a careful eye. Everyone is so fragile with me scared about what I will do. Things seem different they seem worse then before. They stare at me like I am an unstable person, which may not be far from the truth, but even the boys treat me different they stop just dragging me out places and aren't like before. It hurts so much. Weeks before graduation we were all sitting together at Michael's. Luke next to me with his arm wrapped around my shoulder. We were all talking . Ashton walked in from the store and said," Who wants beer!" I shouted out pass me one , but Luke jumped in and said ," She won't!" This annoyed me.
I sat up and went to the kitchen and grabbed food. I eventually heard Calum shout ," What you doing Vi?" I shouted back ," Cutting up some celery!" I then heard him run into the kitchen and said ," Here let me." Taking the knife out of my hand. I backed off and said ," Gees never mind , not like I would of done anything. I went back and sat down with Luke. Michael was being silly like always , which was normal for me. He started to chug beer down with Ash wondering who was faster. Michael won and said ," I am the kind !" I then said ," Want to vs me, I can chug super fast." Luke tensed up and so did the other boys. Michael said ," Maybe another time!" I then go up grabbed my bag and said ," I am going home see you guys later. " As I went outside Luke stopped me and said ," Is something wrong?" I looked at him and said ," Yes, I am sick of everyone treating me like I am fragile. Not letting me cut my own food,or drink beer, or do any fucking thing. My medication makes things surreal making me incapable of anything. Everyone stares at me like I am some kind of crazy person watching what they say around me. It feels horrible and you guys are the last ones I expected it from. I am sick of it. Yes, what I need was something to be concern about, but it shouldn't have to change the way you guys treat me!"
I did not let Luke say a word just ran off to my house. I went to my room and decided I need time out. I packed a backpack with clothes, some books, and money. I laid out a note saying "
Dear Aunt and guys,
I am sick of being treated like I am fragile. I am sick of not being able to be to due anything because you are afraid I might hurt my self or my medicine is preventing me from doing so. I need a break from it all A break from the way you guys treat me now. I am still the same person, nothing has change but you guys. I know what I did is something you need to look out for , but at the rate your going you're increasing my chances of doing it again. I want normal I want something steady , but you guys treat me not normal like I will explode at things super easily. I'll be gone for a week or so maybe more , but I will come back and Maybe by then you guys will treat me like before. P.S I am leaving behind my cell and meds.
. I hopped down from my window and started to run to the one place no one will find me , my old house. It took a couple hours , but I stopped to get food and drinks now. Knowing they will look for me , put a message for missing person or something. Unstable person , high risk for hurting her self.. or something. I went to my house and still intact was the furniture left behind. I went to the guest room and laid down. I feel asleep and just laid there. There was not much I could do but lay around and think all day , but it was peace from everything. Peace from everyone.
Th next day I went to check on Violet. I went to her house and saw a patrol car. I got out of my car and ran to the door knocking scared about what happened. Her Aunt open the day with tears in her eyes and said ," She is gone!" My heart broke and I said ,"What how , when !" Tears were forming in my eyes and she said ," I don't me kike that she ran away for a while. She left behind a note, her phone, and medication!" I sighed and said ," Why did she leave?" Her Aunt just handed me a note with similar words to what she said yesterday!
Hey thanks for putting up with my silence for awhile, but here is an update. I think this will end a two or so more chapters. Please comment what you think and like and favorite. If I get enough people to comment a sequel maybe made . Thanks so much ,plz check out my other books!!😘😘