Luke lead me to a part of the dance floor and we were dancing. He twirled me and bended me over . I was having a blast and forgot that I am in a crowded room full of people. The others are lost somewhere in the crowd. I think an half hour in I leaned in Luke's ear and said," I am going to go to the bathroom. Be right back !" I made my way by squeezing through people. When I got in the bathroom I fixed myself up a little and then made my way back to Luke.
When I got out back into the crowd someone pulled my arm to them. When I got to the person pulling my arm I saw it was Kyle. I looked at him and said ," What the F**k get away from me! We are done remember?" He shook his head and said," Like the douche you are with now is any better!"I looked at him and said ," You mean Luke, the dude who actually cares for me!" A grin of sorts appeared on his face as he said ," Why is he dancing with another girl than , letting her hands all over him!" I looked shock at him and said ," He is not !" I started walking towards Luke ,but than stopped when I saw a girl all over him.He was not even stopping her.
Tears were spilling out of my eyes and I heard Kyle's voice behind me say ," See, I told you!" I pushed him out of the way and made my way to the exit. When I got out I texted Michael and told him I was leaving and not to worry. I looked around outside the club and the thought that I have no ride home came to mind. I was about to walk when I heard Kyle speak up ," I can drive you home , since you look like you need one?" I wiped my eyes to see mascara running. I looked at Kyle and said," can I stay at your place for the night , but if you try anything I swear I will leave and never turn back!"
Kyle was silent as I cried in the passenger seat. How could Luke do this even after what he said , even after all he has done. Kyle drove me o my house first to pick up stuff and leave my aunt a note. When I got o his place I decided to take a shower to get ride of my pain. I went in the bathroom and locked the door. I got my stuff all out and my razor caught my eyes. I picked it up and thought about it. I then heard Luke's voice say ," promise to try and whenever you have an urge to cut , call me and I will come over and help. " More tears streamed down my face and I whispered ," Fuck you !" I tear into my arm only regretting at the end.
I'm took my shower and got into shorts and a Hoodie . I also patched up my arm and then I made my way to the living room where Kyle was . I sat down on the couch with him and said ," I can take the couch tonight." He shook his head and said ," No, I will take my bed!" I smiled and said ," Thanks , I am going to go turn in then." He said goodnight and I made my way to his room. I laid down on the bed and got under the covers. I grabbed my phone to check up on things. I got a few texts , one from Michael and a lot from Luke.
Luke: Where are you Violet?
Luke: Michael said you left why? :(
Luke: Are you okay, Your aunty said you aren't at home!
There was not more , but I was tearing up so fast just reading the first few. I turned my phone off and fell asleep. When I woke up I did not bother checking my phone , I did not bother doing anything , besides laying in bed hoping that everything will just end. I felt totaly gone and there seemed no way I was coming back! Kyle playing an unusual role brought me breakfast and left me alone. I watch some T.V , but my pain was still there. My phone begun ringing like crazy so I picked it up. " Hello," I Faintly whispered into the phone . " Thank god you answered Violet I was getting worried ,where are you," Luke said into the Phone . Angry was flushing through my face as I said ," Why would you like to Fucking know. You can go back to that Fucking girl who you let all over your fucking body last night. After everything you Fucking know I am done and I with Kyle at his place because honestly I do not think I can stand to be around you!" Before he could finish his sentence I hunged up on him!