My eyes were starting to water up. I started to look at the ground and start preparing for Luke to walk out on my life. Next thing I know Luke lightly grabs my chin and bring my head so I am looking in his blue eyes.I tried my best to look away afraid of what is going to happen ,but he kept me still and said," You do not need to cut your self. Your a beautiful girl and you do not need to punish your self because we all make mistakes , and this is no way to handle them. Please for me never do this again. Can you promise that?" Tears were streaming down my face and he wiped them away then repeated," Can you promise me that?" I then said ," I do not know if I fan promise to never cut again. It is hard to resist the urge!" More tears came down and he said," Then don't promise to stop , promise to try and whenever you have an urge to cut call me and I'll come over and help you. Can you promise that. I don't want to see you get hurt...I want to see you get better." I nodded my head then said ," I'll try , but why do you care so much. Most people do not even give a second look at me ,but you and the guys have showed me what I been missing out on since my dad left?"
Luke embraced me into his arms and started to whisper ," I don't know about the others , but for me the reason is-" He was cut off by a knock at the door. I looked up at Luke's eyes and said," I think I should get that, we can continue later." I felt bad, it felt like Luke was about to say something really important for the both of us. I open up the door to see Ashton. I smiled and said," What are you doing here?" He smiled back and said ," Michael said you were sick and I thought I check up on you and I kinda needed to talk to Luke." I nodded my head and let him in. " Luke is in the kitchen, you guys make yourself at home I am going to take a shower." Ashton nodded. And went to the kitchen.
When I went into he shower it felt like everything was washing away. The water was like erasing my mind, but as soon as I stepped out the harsh reality came back upon me. I got dress in some black skinny jeans and a long sleeved hoodie. I brushed my hair out and applied make out then headed out. Sitting on my bed was Luke ,who immediately got up when I got out. He came to me and said ," You okay still?" I smile d and then said ," If you wanna check go a head." I leaned my arms towards him and he lifted up my sleeves to check. I was annoyed a little , but I then asked ," What happened to Ashton?" He then said," He left not too long ago, I said when you were done we could meet him up at his place since we got nothing to do today." I smiled and said ," Okay let's go then."
As we drove to Ash's house I looked around to see the leaves fallen off for the year. Just like my hope , except mine probably will not come back.Luke turned on the radio an d started to sing along in funny voices. I started to laugh and said," How are you in a band ?" He started to chuckle himself and said," Because I am just that hot that nobody cares about my voice!" I rolled my eyes and said," Well, I think I will have to reconsider my roll as the groupie." He chuckled again and said ," You say that now, but wait until you kiss me!" I looked at him and said," you say that , but wait till I kiss Hmm Calum!" Luke's face cringed at my words then We pulled up at Ashton's house.
We got out and knocked on his door. Ashton opened up and said," Glad you could make it....Michael probably failed to mention ,but today is his girlfriend's birthday and he wanted to through her a party here. I thought you guys could help me get this place ready. " I smiled immediately and said," I am in... as long as I can come right?" Ashton nodded his head and then said," What about you Luke?" Luke nodded his head then we started to get ready.