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Him. Him....I never thought he would hurt me....him...Niall..
"So what do you wanna do today?" he asks me.
"I don't know, anything." I reply smiling.
"Let's just go walking around the stores?" Niall asks me with his blue eyes shining.
"Okay!" I say pulling him in for a kiss.
"Let's go!" Niall says leading me out.
"PAUL! EMMA AND I ARE GONNA GO WALKING AROUND!" He yells.
"OKAY! BE CAREFUL, CALL ME IF YOU GET MOBBED!" Paul screams.
"Okay!" He yells and we walk out hand in hand.
"Keep you're head down, and don't listen to what they say." Niall says as we walk out into a group of paparazzi.
"Okay." I say as I keep my head down and he has a hard grip on my hand.
"NIALL! IS IT TRUE YOU ARE CHEATING ON EMMA?" a paparazzi yells causing me to look up at him. He just keeps walking.
I then see a magazine thrown on the floor of Niall kissing another girl and their lips were touching because the picture was taken by the side. He was holding onto her face, the way he holds mine, I immediately let go and I run back inside.
"EMMA?! WHERE ARE YOU?" Niall yells as he spots me and begins running after me.
"Emma? Where are you going, Princess?" Niall asks as he catches up to me and the word 'princess' gets to me.
"You told me not to listen to them because you knew I'd find out." I say my eyes piercing into his blue orbs.
"What?" Niall asks coming closer to me.
"You know, you kissed another girl and tried to hide it from me, I thought you loved me." I say coldly.
"I do love you, I didn't kiss anybody." Niall states nervously.
"Oh really?" I say as I walk outside and pick up the magazine and I shove it in his face.
"Baby...I'm sorry...I was a little tipsy, I thought she was you... but then I remembered you were at home." Niall says tears welling up in his eyes.
"No, Niall, I told you everything,even if it was bad, i thought you would trust me enough to tell me the truth, I would've forgave you, but hiding it from me? I guess I can't trust you." I say sternly gazing at him.
"Emma, please, I was afraid you would leave me." Niall says now crying.
" I would've not left you, but lying to me, maybe I will leave you. What's a relationship without trust? There's no relationship at all." I state now crying.
"I made a mistake, I know but you can't leave me, You're the best thing that's ever happened in my life, Princess, you have to believe me, I never meant to hurt you. You know the last thing I would do is hurt you. Never the first. I wouldn't even hurt you. I didn't mean to, Princess...I'm so sorry, I'm such a screw up, I know if I lose you, another man can just come into you're life and make you love them, I can't let that happen, you're mine, mine and mine only, no one else, only mine. I'm so sorry, I'm so damn stupid to lose you, especially a couple days before our 1st year anniversary. Why am I so stupid? I should've known you're really valuable, like a diamond, even more valuable than the diamond. I'm so damn stupid, just don't leave, Princess." He says looking me in the eyes and holding my hands.
"Niall, I just can't be with you right now, I'm going with Liam, sorry." I say walking away.
*End of Flashback*
This takes me to where I am. I'm here in Liam's bed with Liam, next to me keeping me company, I can't see him, it hurts because I won't get to feel his protective arms around me as I sleep. I miss him. He's probably miserable. My poor Ni. I did this to him, I was way too harsh on the boy, he said a whole paragraph explaining he was sorry, not many guys do that, only the sweet ones. I feel so bad, I have to apologize. I can't leave him like this. I hate to see him cry. It's absolutely depressing. I get depressed seeing him depressed. I have to apologize, like right now!
She doesn't love me. She hates me. What have I done? I ruined not only our relationship, but maybe even our friendship. I'm so stupid! I let her down, she was the one I planned on marrying one day. The one I wanted to spend the rest of my life with, but I ruined all of it. All of it. Every memory we had, the pictures, the first date, the day we met, every single one has completely shattered in to millions of pieces, never able to be put together ever again. I really screwed up this time, she's never coming back.
"Niall! Ni, where are you baby?" I hear that angelic voice that only belongs to one person, Emma, I immediately run out of the room.
"Niall, I'm really sorry, I was way too harsh on you, you never deserved everything I said, I was just mad, I felt bad." she apologizes.
"You don't need to apologize, I was the one that made the mistake." I say seeing her eyes bloodshot from tears.
"No, you apologized enough, we both made our mistakes, I just need to know you aren't hurt because of me." Emma smiles.
"I'm not hurt, thank you for coming...uh, are you gonna stay?" I ask awkwardly, scratching the back of my neck.
"Sure, I just need a Horan Hug." Emma says smiling as I open my arms and pull her into a tight hug, then I kiss her plump, soft lips.