643. 18/9/16 (#635)
Another chance missed,
Another lost fight,
Yet somehow not all hope has passed,
My mind clings on to the hint of a retry,
But reality will not rewind.
Once again I blame myself,
Then turn to others,
When I know I did all I could do,
Only bitterness remains for those,
Who bested me without effort.
Such resentment in me,
Tugging at my stomach with guilt,
I should not hate them for their success,
But envy has control.