135. 1/5/15 (#130)
There's a lot on my mind
I worry about everything,
I've never been able to just sit,
Unless there's someone there to lie with,
Someone else to stare at the ceiling or sky with,
To talk about songs and dreams.
Sometimes I think it would be nice,
To be able to stop for a second,
And ignore all the confusion,
That swims around my head,
And colours the wind with a false promise,
Of eternal freedom.
But I think of all the things,
That fill my mind,
You outweigh it all,
In every moment of joy and laughter I see you,
And when I'm down,
I know you would make me smile.
The fact is,
I can't escape that fact,
And more importantly,
I don't want to.