53. 10/2/15 (#50)
The Parts of Me 
Why didn't I stop him?
Was there a way?
Or was he too messed up in the head to listen?
Did he not realise that what he did was wrong?
Did he not understand that seven years later I would still hate myself?
Could he not, just for a moment, have stopped and thought about me?
Then why should I care about him?
What is it about me that means, not only do I forgive him, but I want to help him as well?
Why did I become the cold-hearted one?
How did that happen?
Where did he take my happiness?
Because I don't know what to believe anymore.
How can he live with himself?
I certainly can't, but he just keeps messing up as many lives as he can.
I'd keep going,
But he isn't worth it,
He just took every part of my mind,
And reversed my joy.