Save me from myself

Most people`s fear is death. But I guess I`m not one of these people, it`s not death I fear, it`s actually what I wish. What I fear is losing control, it`s getting crazy, and not being able to save me from myself.


2. Future love?

"GAAAAAAADAAAA!" Laila shouted.

"whaaaaaaaat?!" I shouted back.

"Guess who send you a friend request," Laila shouted. I ran in to the room and looked at my Facebook profile. 

"OMG " I said.

"I know, what if he likes you, what if that's the reason his sister send you a friend request?" She asked me.

"Then what?" I replied.

"You two would be such a cute couple" Laila said.

"Wait how do you know that she is his sister?" I asked.

"I maybe stalked him a little" Laila said.

"OMG do you like him?" I asked and got up of the chair and looked at her.

“No I do not, I stalked him because I wanted to know about my best friend’s future lover” Laila said.

"So what if I like him? It's not going to change the fact that he doesn't like me" I said walking toward my bed.

"He likes you" She said laughing.

"No he doesn't like me" I said.

"Yes he does, don't argue on this, have you seen the way he looks at you?" Laila said.

"Look at him, he is so freaking hot and can get any girl he wants, why me?" I said getting upset and sad.

"Why are you so insecure about everything, you are beautiful, smart and do not forget you have an amazing body, a guy would be lucky to have you" She said.

"Oh common stop this, It is not going to help, I'm too insecure to believe this and Benjamin and I have only known each other for 2 months and 23 days" I said. Laila began laughing so hard that she fell on the floor and I began laughing hard as well.

"Did you really count the days" She said and we both got tears.

“Is your phone ringing? shhhhh…  shut up” Laila said. Then she got up to get my phone.

“Who is it?” I asked.

“Hey Benjamin, hold on, GAAAADDDDA, Benjamin” Laila shouted! I could not believe she picked up the phone, I mean it was Benjamin.

“Hey Benjamin”

“Hey Gada, I was wondering if you wanted to go out to the amusement park today?” Benjamin asked.

“Yeah sure, why not?” I said and hit myself on my forehead and thought, why the hell did I said why not, why do I say stupid things, maybe because I am stupid.

“Okay good, so I thought maybe in an hour?” He asked.

“That sounds good, I will meet you in an hour then” I replied.

“Perfect see you there then” He said.

“See you there” I said. Then threw my phone on the bed.


“I knooooooooooow” I shouted back.

We both jumped and then she began hugging me.

 ”I told you he liked you” She shouted.

“Who likes her?” My sister asked.

“Benjamin” Laila shouted.

“OMG I was down getting food, and.. Wait what happened?!” She asked. We all began laughing.

“Tell her” Laila shouted.

“I'm going to the amusement park  with him  today” I said. My sister began screaming.

“Shut up” I shouted and we all laughed hard.

“What are you going to wear?” Laila asked.

“I don’t know” I said.

“OMG what are you waiting for?! You don’t have that long time!” Laila shouted.

“Your little red skater dress you got from ONLY” Laila shouted.

“yes yes” I ran picking up my dress.

“Long black cardigan, black leggings and the black cute bag we got from mom” Sarah said.

“And for shoes your black Dr. Denim look alike from H&M”

“Yes Yes Yes, you girls are the best” I shouted and ran in to the toilet and dressed”

“I knoooow” Sarah shouted. That was a typical Sarah comment. My sister was confident, beautiful, smart and had a beautiful body.

I hurry dressed up and got out.

“How do I look?” I asked.

“Omg amazing, give me high five Sarah” Laila said.

“We did amazing” Sarah said. And they both began laughing.

“Your eyeliner is perfect” Laila said.

“Finally, she usually is so bad at it” Sarah said laughing.

“Thank you Sarah, that was so sweet” I said.

“You're welcome” She replied.

 “Do I look okay?” I asked.

“You look amazing, common go! hurry up” Sarah and Laila said and then laughed at the way I ran to the bus stop.


“Hey there” Benjamin said.

“Hey” I replied.

“You look amazing” he said. I was breathless and blushed so much I got all red.

“You too” I replied.

We both stared at each other smiling for a minute, and then he said, “Should we go in” I was speechless so I did not say anything and just nodded and we made our way into the amusement park.

We tried most of the rides, bought candyfloss (of course because I love candyfloss) and just walked talking and getting to know each other better. Then sadly, it was time to go home. We left the amusement park and Benjamin walked me to the bus stop and when the bus came he hugged me, and I because I was Gada kissed him on the cheek. He smiled at me and then I got in the bus.


It is 7 am and my phone was ringing. Laila was calling. I really did not want to talk, I was too tired so I turned off my phone. As soon as I did that, someone entered my room. It was Laila and Sarah.

“So you turned off your phone” Laila said.

“Go away, I want to sleep” I said.

“How cute, go up we want all the details” Laila said.

“If you leave me alone just one hour I will give you all the details after” I said.

“Fine” Sarah said, and they both slept on my bed.


“Wake up!!” Sarah shouted.

I was so shocked I fell on the floor. Laila and Sarah began laughing hard.

“So did you kiss?” Sarah asked.

“No, but there was a kiss on a cheek” I said.

“oooooooooooommmmmmmmmmmmggggggggggg” Laila shouted.

“Details girl, give them all to mama” Laila said.

“No details, this is for waking me up at 7 am and hey wait for what I´m gonna do to you for making me fall down on the floor” I said giggling and made my way into the bathroom. I then walked down to the kitchen, Sarah and Laila made pancakes. Of course I could only get some if I gave them the details. I opened the fridge, picked up ice cream, and ate some of it.

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