Insanity

I normally put this in my collection of poetry, but this one is more hardcore than the other ones. I also think this one stands out enough to deserve it's own movella. |Warning: Swear words, trigger moments|

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1. Insanity

Insanity, 

Insanity. 

Who knew that you'd be my clarity? 

 

From the lies, 

the I wonder why, 

I've finally seen that the sun doesn't shine. 

The moon glows, 

the depressed take their blows, 

and no one else knows. 

 

Insanity, 

Insanity. 

Who knew that you'd be my clarity?

 

 

Death, 

Oh Death.

Who knew you'd make me happy during my final rest?

 

Being alone, 

eyes of stone, 

I've broken every single bone. 

It starts with a twitch, 

when they call you rude names like a bitch, 

and here comes your one hundredth stitch. 

 

Death, 

Oh Death.

Who knew you'd make me happy during my final rest?

 

 

Heart, 

you poor aching Heart. 

How long will it take you to fall apart? 

 

I cut! 

It's my mouth that I keep shut!

You're nothing but a bloody and clogged up rut! 

You make me want to find the rope, 

the stinging pain when you're rinsed with soap, 

Fuck you and all your hope! 

 

Heart,

you poor aching Heart.

How long will it take you to fall apart?  

 

 

Blade, 

the very sharp Blade. 

Why do you always make me cave?

 

Worse than pills, 

I'm addicted to the chills. 

The loss of blood is what is making me kill. 

I'm completely done, 

you've finally won. 

Can I at least say goodbye to the sun? 

 

Blade, 

the very sharp Blade. 

Why do you always make me cave?

 

 

Memories, 

the flashes of Memories. 

Why did you add to the painful casualties? 

 

Remembering you, 

I had thought it was all through. 

Never thought you'd come back so soon. 

The messages I never sent, 

the revenge I wished I had vent, 

and the little sanity I had left, you bent. 

 

Memories, 

the flashes of Memories. 

Why did you add to the painful casualties? 

 

Plants, 

the powdered and processed Plants. 

Why did I even give you a glance? 

 

Addicted, 

eventually evicted, 

appearance now withered and wicked. 

Not a soul in sight, 

no money for a bite, 

and trying not to go down without a fight. 

 

Plants, 

the powdered and processed Plants. 

Why did I even give you a glance?

 

 

Jealousy, 

sweet and fiery Jealousy. 

How'd you give me strength as I looked at this reality? 

 

Hated! 

Completely out jaded!

I'm nothing but a memory faded!

Filled with hate! 

A fight will break out at this rate! 

Why can't I remember the last time I ate?!

 

Jealousy, 

sweet and fiery Jealousy. 

How'd you give me strength as I looked at this reality? 

 

Suicide, 

sweet sweet Suicide. 

It is now you that I decide. 

 

Always there, 

I knew you were waiting for me somewhere. 

You were watching me from high above air. 

You're an angel, 

no matter how painful, 

you've kept me stable. 

 

Suicide, 

sweet sweet Suicide. 

It is now you that I decide. 

 

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