"What," I exclaimed.
"I'm so sorry," Susan said.
I laid my head back on the pillow and just stared at the ceiling. Tears had started pricking at my eyes. I soon let the hot salty tears fall on my cheeks and onto the pillow.
"Honey, I'm sorry this happened," Susan said, again.
All I could think about is Luke and the one night at his house.
I lifted my head and looked at Susan.
"How could this happen? I'm only fifteen," I exclaimed.
"I know," she said, grabbing my hand once again.
How am I going to raise a baby at fifteen?
I'm still a kid myself.
I can't do this!
How am I going to tell my parents?
I'm so scared!
I'm not ready to have a baby!
I'm too young!
"Honey, if you want I can call your parents," Susan said.
"No it's fine," I said.
I looked down at my stomach and placed my hands on my flat stomach.
"H-how far am I," I asked Susan.
"You're three weeks," she answered.
"I can't believe there's a baby inside of me," I said.
"I know. But trust me, you'll be fine. You're great with kids! You're fantastic with Jake and I'm sure you're going to be the best mother ever to that precious little baby," Susan said.
"Thank you," I said smiling. I wiped the tears away and lied back down on the hospital bed.
About three hours later I was able to go home. We had headed inside Charlotte's house and I decided to keep the news a secret from her. Just her mom and I know about this and I want it to continue being that way...at least for now.
"How are you feeling," Charlotte asked, sitting down next to me.
"Better than last night, that's for sure," I answered.
She slightly laughed and then said, "that's good."
I looked down at my phone and realized that I had missed calls and messages from Luke.
Then I remembered, how am I going to tell Luke I'm pregnant with his child!
I started freaking out inside my own head.
It was already Sunday night and my parents aren't coming home for two days. I went upstairs to take a shower. Afterwards, I had gotten dressed and went into my room and fell asleep. I decided to wait and tell Luke another time.