Does He Really Love Me?

I will never forgive him for what he has done.. even though it may seem like I have forgiven him. The feeling of being used... sucks. But being used by Calum Hood... feels like you die then come back to life. But I can never forgive and I most definitely will never forget. -April


13. Lucas Please


  April's POV: 

   My legs shook as I stood on the rail of my balcony. I looked down at the ground below me: I instantly became light headed. See here was the thing. Luke and I lived so close to each, that out balconies were like 4 feet from each other. But me being short: I couldn't just stretch my legs and jump onto his balcony. That meant I had to jump and pull myself up onto it.

 "Here goes nothing," I breathed out and jumped. The way I looked as I jumped, probably made people think I was trying to kill myself. "Ahhh!" I screamed as I tried to hold onto Luke's balcony. Obviously I didn't make it. Luke rushed out and saw me hanging like a fool, "April!" He kinda laughed as he helped me onto his balcony.

 "What the hell are you doing?!"

My lips quivered, "We're moving tomorrow."

  "Apes I'm sorry," he pulled me into a warm hug. All the tears I held back, came rushing out.

"Can I move in with you?" Luke quickly pulled away.

  "April, you're my best friend and all, but I can't do that. I'm sorry I wish I could but I cant Apes."

"Lucas please. I'm begging you. I've grown attached to Australia. The boys. You... You're my best friend please Lucas. Please," I begged him.

   "Apes, my parents are already pissed that I quit school. I can't have you staying here. I'm sorry." I knew there was no convincing Luke, so I didn't argue with him.

"Fine, I'll find another place to stay. Thanks for being friend," I said and left. 

 I looked down at my phone; the messages from Luke were coming in. "Leave me alone Luke," I mumbled under my breath. 


     My eyes were now staring at a huge 2 story house. I looked at the mailbox that said "HOOD." I don't know what possesed me to come here, but I didn't care. I needed a place to stay, and Calum was the 2nd person I trusted. My heart was pounding as I stood in front of his door.

"Breathe April. Breathe," I said as I rang the doorbell. Calum's face appeared in the doorway.

 "April? what are you doing here? Are you okay?"

I let out a loud sigh. "My family and I are moving, but I dont want to because I love it here in Australia. So I was wondering... um... Can I move in with you?" I could tell my quiet voice concerned him.

   "I'm sure my parents wont mind. Most of the time they aren't here so yeah," his smile gave me a new sense of hope.



A/N Hey guys! Sorry for the short chapter. and sorry for not udating in a while. UGH!!!!! School gets in the way.



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