36 WEEKS PREGNANT
These last four weeks were going to be horrible and I already knew it. I also new that my brother's, Daniel, and James were up to something because there were camera's all over the house.
"Daniel! I swear to god!" I shouted. I've been checking all of our food, I buy new shampoo's every single day. I was so paranoid and then I go into the nursery, there were diapers everywhere, all of the wipes were thrown everywhere. Baby lotion and power was all over everything. I began crying. I had spent weeks getting this room ready for our baby and he trashed the whole thing.
"Mommy, what's wrong?" Ryder said as she came into the room and I wiped my tears.
"Nothing." I answered sniffling before standing up. Of course, I knew that this was all on camera. I bet they were putting this up on Youtube and I was going to kill all of them.
"What happened to the baby's room?" She asked.
"You father and uncle's thought that it would be funny. I think we should get them back." I said holding her hand as we both left the room. I wasn't cleaning that shit up. They ruined my hard work and I wasn't putting up with that.
"What are we going to do?" She asked.
"We can do one of two things, either take all of our clothes and hide them so he think's that we left or I can have you call him and say I'm going into labor and meet us at the hospital." I said. She gave me an evil laugh before she nodded her head.
"I say we call him and tell him the baby's coming." She answered and I nodded my head while scrolling to his contact.
"I'm gonna make weird noises in the back like I'm in labor." We were going way overboard with this but I was hoping it would work.
"Okay." I handed her to phone as it was ringing and I waited for her to say something. "Daddy! The baby's coming!" She shouted and I started screaming and making weird ass noises. I was so surprised by how Ryder was keeping a straight face. "We'll meet you at the hospital!" She said. "Hurry!" She said before hanging up and we both sat there laughing for a long time. He was about to get a taste of his own medicine.
"Now we wait." I said going into the kitchen and making us milkshakes. Thank god that the boys were next door with Harry since Louis took the other kids out and Harry missed them. My phone began ringing again so I had Ryder answer it again.
"No no! We're at Holy family! You're at the wrong one!" She said and I heard Daniel scream on the other side of the phone and I laughed covering my mouth and Ryder smiled at me. "Just hurry up!" She shouted before hanging up again. God, he was going to kill me.
"What do you mean she's not here?! Our daughter called and said that she went into labor and to meet them here!" I shouted. I was going to kill them! I dialed Violet's number and Ryder answered. "Are you not at Brighams?!" I shouted into the phone.
"No! We're at Holy Family!" She shouted and I screamed nothing in particular I just screamed. "Just hurry up!" She said before hanging up and I ran out to my car before getting in and driving way over the speed limit to the hospital. She was too early. How could she be going into labor? Holy shit, what if the baby doesn't make it?
Tears sprung in my eyes from what I was thinking. I would be crushed if something bad happened and I wasn't there for Violet. I would literally be torn. I quickly parked the car before running into the emergency room.
"I'm here to see Violet Brooks!" I shouted and the lady seemed alarmed before she typed the name into the computer.
"Uh, there's no Violet Brooks here." She said looking at me confused.
"What?! She has to be! My daughter just called and said that she went into labor!" I shouted. I was going to kill Ryder if she gave me the wrong hospital again.
"Sir, please calm down. She's not here."
"She has to be! She's a month early!" Then it hit me, they set me up. "I'm gonna kill them!" I shouted before running out of the hospital while everyone watched. I was going to kill these girls.
"VIOLET!" Daniel yelled as he walked into the house and I burst out laughing. "I'm going to fucking kill you!" He said as he came storming into the room. He didn't look happy at all. Actually he looked like he was going to kill me. "What kind of sick joke is that?!" He shouted.
"What kind of father ruins his baby's nursery?" I shouted back at him. I could tell that he had been crying and he looked very alarmed.
"You scared the shit out of me! I thought we lost her!" He choked out which made me feel like the worst mother and wife ever. I didn't mean for him to think that something was wrong. "You scared me!" He cried. I've never seen Daniel look like that and it pained my heart.
"I'm sorry, I was just trying to teach you a lesson." I said walking over to him and pulling him into my arms.
"I never want to learn this lesson ever again." He cried. I felt horrible. Of course, I got it all on camera. "I hate you." He said resting his face in my neck and his hand on my stomach.
"Come lay down with me." I said pulling him over to the couch and we laid down together. "I'm sorry." I said running my hair through his hair that clearly needed a hair cut but I liked it kinda long. Our boys had longer hair, always saying that they didn't want to cut it and I didn't force them.
"You hurt my feelings." He sniffled and I giggled a little before Ryder came over and laid with us.
"Did we trick you?" She asked laughing.
"You did, you jerks." He said sitting up and tickling her and her screams and laughs filled the room. I always loved hearing my kids laughing and having a good time. It's all a mother asks. That's all a mother wants, is for her kids to be happy. A mother will never tell but you hurt her feelings with those words you said. She wanted the last piece of pie. She cried herself to sleep the same time you did. She really does care about that famous person you're talking about. She's doing the best she can. It hurt, watching you hurt. She watched you sleep. She held you a lot longer than nine months. She's going to be there for you for the rest of her life. She puts you first. She would do it all over again.
I want to put my kids first because when I was there age, I never came first. The bottle always came first. I want my kids to know that they can come to me when they realize that they're gay. They can come to me for condoms or birth control. They can come to me when they're feeling suicidal and need someone to talk to. They can come to me if they mess up. They can come to me if they get pregnant or get someone else pregnant young. I will never put anyone else before my children. My children come first.
I fell in love with a man who was willing to give me the world but while doing that, he lost interest. If that ever happens to my children, I will tell them the truth. To let go. It's not worth the fight. Nothing is ever worth the fight. That boy or girl that you're head over heels in love with who isn't showing you the time of day, doesn't actually care. Leave them be. There are many other people in this world who love you for you.
If my child were to ever get a divorce, I will be here with opened arms and an open house inviting them back in to help them through the pain they're feeling. I knew from a very young age that I was going to be there for my kids no matter what. I will never break that promise. I can promise them that I'm going to be here for them. I will never ever leave them. I promise.