"Ashton. Please help." I said. He looked at me struggling, trying to feed Jackie and make dinner. "Lauren. Help Ashley." Ashton said. "Thanks Laur." I said, going to the stove. She smiled, and continued to feed Jackie.
"This is amazing ash." Ashton said. "Thanks." I said. "Jaclyn, honey, why don't you go to your room, and play." I said. She smiled. "I guess that means I go too." Lauren said. I nodded.
"You need to help me." I said. "I have been." Ashton replied. "You weren't doing anything today! And you made Lauren help me!" I yelled. "She needs to move more." He said. "Ashton!" I yelled. "She does!" He yelled. "Like you need to stop being so god damn lazy." I said. He looked at me. "I am not lazy." He said. "These last few days, you have been." I said. "So have you!" He yelled. "I'm sorry, is trying to get better being lazy! I don't think so!" I yelled.
I lay in bed, as I listen to Ashley and Ashton fight. It's ten at night, and they've been fighting since dinner. "Lauren." Jackie said, walking into my room. "Come here." I said, as I moved over. She got into bed with me.
"What do you mean it's my fault!" Ashley yelled. "I'm trying to get myself help Ashton! You're just being lazy! I'm not supposed to have any stress!" Ashley yelled. "Oh so now I'm causing you stress?!" Ashton yelled. "Yes! You are! You are! Don't you see me hurting!" Ashley yelled. "No! I don't! Because I'm too busy babysitting your child!" Ashton yelled. "Get out!" She yelled. "Ashton! Get out!" Ashley yelled again. And then, the door slammed.
"Ashley." Lauren said behind me. I turned around, with puffy red eyes, and tears falling down my face. "Hey. What's wrong?" I asked. "Um. We couldn't sleep. You and Ashton fighting." She said. "I'm sorry you two had to hear that." I replied. "You kicked him out didn't you." She said. "Honey, it was for the best." I said. "Get to bed." I said, kissing her head.
Never thought I would sleep in a hotel. Never thought I would say those things to Ashley. How am I going to sleep, knowing that Ashley is sleeping alone. Knowing that this is my second chance. Knowing that, she will never give me another chance.
I look in my mirror, and look to the necklace Ashton gave me. I took a deep breath, and took it off, along with the ring. A tear fell from my face.
I walked into the bathroom quietly. I just wanna die. I don't wanna deal with this anymore. I looked under the sink, and found my blades.