"Daddy! Let's go!" Jaclyn yelled, pulling on Ashton's hand. "Jaclyn. Daddy needs to rest. He can't be pulled like that." I said. She sighed. "Can he tuck me in at night?" She asked. "Of course I can." Ashton replied.
"Anne, can you make Ashton soup please." I said. "Of course. So who's coming again?" She asked. "Carolyn, Livvy, Allison, Luke, Calum, Michael. And one of Jaclyn's friends, Molly." I replied. "Will Ashton be up to the party?" She asked. "He's feeling better. He just can't drink with his medication." I replied.
"Yo! Ash! You here!" Michael yelled. "Mikey!" Jaclyn yelled. "Mommy is in kitchen." I heard Jaclyn said. "Mommy! Molly here!" She yelled. "Let her in baby." I replied.
"Hey hottie." Someone said behind me. "Ashton is in the back room. He may be sleeping. Anne just made him soup." I said.
"Hey Ashley. Your sister let me in." Carolyn said. Carolyn is two years younger than me. She has green eyes, and burgundy hair. Shes one of my best friends. "Hey Car. Luke! Wake up Ashton if he's not awake!" I yelled.
I heard laughing, and then screaming coming from my room. "Hold on car." I said, walking into my room. "Guys!" I yelled. "Now I have to wash the sheets." I whined. "I'll do it babe. Don't worry about it." Ashton said. "People are here, all of you out. Ash, get dressed?" I said.
"I still can't believe you are dating Ashton Irwin. Freakin Ashton Irwin." Livvy said. I laughed. "How did you meet anyway?" My friend Allison asked. "At school. I was on set up, and clean up. We talked in the beginning-" "and then I asked if she wanted to hang out sometime." Ashton said walking behind me.
"Babe, your supposed to be-" "laying down. I know." He said. "You know I hate when you do that." I said laughing. He laughed. "I know. You also hate when I do this." He said, poking my sides. "No. Ash! Ash." I said. He stopped, and kissed me. "Uh... Ashley! We have a little problem!" Calum yelled. "I'll be right back." I said.
"Jaclyn Rose!" I yelled, looking at the walls. "You didn't stop her!" I yelled. "We literally just got in here." Luke said. I sighed. "Alright. Jaclyn, aunt Anne is in the kitchen, go sit with her, while I try to clean this up." I said.
"Alright. Sorry. Jaclyn don't do that again." I said. She nodded. "Alright, go back and play." I said. "You treat her like shes your own." Livvy said. I laughed awkwardly. "Uh, ash. Can I talk to you?" Ashton asked. "Yes. Please." I said smiling.
"They don't know do they." He said. "No one knows. Only Anne, you and the guys. That's it." I replied. "They're your friends ash. Tell them." He said. "I know but-" "please." He said. I sighed. He kissed me, and I smiled.
"So that's why she looks like you." Livvy said. I laughed. "Mommy! Mommy! Mommy! Mommy!" Jaclyn yelled. "Honey go play with Molly." I said. "We both wanna hear daddy sing." She said. "Daddy, or the band?" I asked. "Band." She said. "Let me go get his CD." I said laughing.
"Ash, where's your Cd?" I asked. "I don't have one." He said. "Babe, Jaclyn wants to hear you sing." I said. "Luke has one I think. He brings it everywhere." He said. I walked out of the room. "Ashley." He said. I looked at him. "Why are you so stressed?" He asked. "Later." I said.
Luke have me his cd, and I put it in the CD player. "Thank you." I said. "Anything for you." Luke replied kissing my cheek.
"Did you tell Ashton about it yet?" Annelyy asked. "Not yet-" "Ashley. You have to tell him." She said. "Anne, it will crush him. He'll never leave me alone if I tell him." I said. "He can help you though ash. You need to tell him." She said. I nodded.
"So, tell me why you're so stressed." Ashton said as soon as he put Jaclyn down to bed. "Ashton, there's something I'm not telling you." I said. "What is it?" He asked. "I-I started again." I said. "What? When?" He asked. I lowered my head. "Last month."'I mumbled. "Last month. Ashley, why didn't you tell me a month ago." He said. "Because I know that you wouldn't wanna be with me. That you... You would leave." I said.
"Why would you think that?" He asked. "I heard you talking to the guys when you had your surgery. About you not knowing what do to if I started again." I said. He sighed. "Baby, I'm not going anywhere. I promise." He said. I smiled.
"But, you did promise me you wouldn't start again." He said. "I know. And I told myself not to start." I said. "That day you knocked on the bathroom door. The day before your surgery. That's the day I started. And I told myself I could stop. But..." He cradled me into his chest. "Babe, I know you can stop. You did it before. You can do it again. You have so many more people here to help you, and you know I will be one of those people." He said. I nodded.
"I love you so much." He said. "I love you more." I replied. "That's impossible." He replied. "Nothing's impossible." I said. He laughed. "I know. I thought it would be impossible to meet the perfect girl. But that is so very possible." He said kissing my head. "You're so cheesy." I said. "You're so not." He replied. I laughed.