Deep, Dark and Dangerous
I watched as Ryan’s chest rose and fell again. Her eyes slowly fluttered opened. When she saw my eyes looking back at her she smiled. I laid down next to her and her eyes followed my every move.
“Good morning.” I whispered to her to not alarm her with my voice.
“Good morning.” She stretched out her arms making weird almost groaning noises. Her back was arched off the bed before it fell again and her body became restless again. She rolled onto her side looking at me. “Did you sleep well?” She asked.
“No. And you did? You were tossing and turning all night.” I said to her. I saw a look of fear come across her face.
“I had a dream that your dad beat me because I was taking away your ‘pureness’.” She said. I looked at her.
“I’ll never let him hurt you. And never over my ‘pureness’.” I said to her as I moved the hair out of her face and tucked it behind her ear. She smiled. “Want some breakfast?” I asked her.
“I’m gonna need some pants.” She lifted the covers showing her bare legs and her panties.
“I might have something.” I got up and went into my closet. She followed behind me putting her hair into a bun. I looked through my sweat pants and found some Hollister ones that she would roll up. I handed them to her. “Here.” I handed to them to her. She put them on and I pulled her into my body so I could feel her boobs through my shirt on my bare chest. She giggled and blushed. I lowered my head so my forehead was pressed against hers.
“What are you doing?” She whispered.
“Shh.” I said as my lips made their way to hers. She breathed in and pulled back.
“Jared, no.” She said. I closed my eyes and breathed in just like she had a few seconds before.
“Hey kids?” My mom came into the room and was standing at the door looking at us. She turned away. Ryan pulled back and we both stood next to each other.
“Yes mom?” I asked.
“Would you like some breakfast?” She asked.
“Yes please.” Ryan said and smiled at her as she turned around and faced us. My mom smiled at us both and left the room. “Good thing I stopped you.” Ryan laughed at me. I groaned.
“You’re so mean.” I said to her.
“Well what did you think I was gonna do?” She asked me. To be honest I didn’t know. We both had done stuff with other people but never went too far so I knew we weren’t going to go anywhere.
“I don’t know.” I said. We both walked down the stairs and sat at the island in the kitchen where my mom had set some pancakes for us onto plates.
“I have to go run some errands. I’m going to go Christmas shopping. I’ll be home in a few hours.” My mom said as she grabbed her purse and left. Me and Ryan ate in silence.
“What are we gonna do today?” She asked me.
“I was gonna just sit around playing video games all day.” I said. She nodded her head. We both had finished our pancakes. She turned her chair so she was facing me. “What?” I asked her.
“I was scared yesterday. When you got angry. I thought you were gonna hit me.” She said as tears were forming in her eyes.
“Hey.” I pulled her onto my lap. “I would never hurt you.” I said. I would never hurt a girl. A guy? Thats a whole other story. She pulled back a little to look at me.
“Why did you get so angry?” She asked me as she ran her hands up and down my chest and down my abs.
“I don’t like my dad.” I simply said. She didn’t answer me after that. I carried her to the living room and placed her on the couch before getting the remote and turning on the T.V. I lifted her again and laid down behind her on the couch so my chest was touching her back. “What do you wanna watch?” I asked her.
“Vampire Diaries.” I groaned. “Come on Jare, please?” She gave puppy eyes. I groaned again.
“Fine but you have to kiss me.” She rolled her eyes before she placed her lips to mine. I smiled and went to the channel she told me. I could still feel her lips on mine. We watched her show for hours. Eventually I fell asleep to her rubbing my arm that was resting on her stomach.
When I realized that Jared was asleep I walked up to his room and into his bathroom to take a shower. I never realized how huge his shower was until I was inside it. I got into the shower and was washing my body when someone came into the bathroom.
“Ryan, I wanted to shower first.” Jared said as he stood outside the shower door trying to look at me but couldn’t see through the steam.
“Well you snooze you loose. No pun intended.” I laughed at my corny joke. He opened the shower door and I screamed and cover whatever body parts I could. “What are you doing?!” I yelled.
“I’m joining.” He said as he pulled his sweat pants down and hopped in the shower with me.
“Don’t try to do anything.” I said. This was the first shower I was having with someone else and we weren’t even dating. We’ve known each other for less than a week and he already saw my naked. I was still covering my body and doing my best to not look at him.
“You can uncover yourself. I mean I don’t mind.” He said to me. I blushed and put down the hand that was covering my boobs. He starred at me.
“What?” I asked.
“You are so perfect.”
“You’re such a liar.” I pushed him and turned around so he could see my butt. “I don’t like this.” I said.
“I know. But it saves water and I wanted to see you naked.” He said to me. I laughed. “I love you laugh.” He said as he grabbed me and turned me around so I was facing him. When I looked up his face was nearly touching mine.
“Thanks.” I whispered. I starred at his lips that were right in front of my eyes. He leaned down and kissed me. I pulled away from him.
“Whats wrong?” He asked.
“I don’t know.”
“Ry, we aren’t gonna have sex. I don’t want to take that away from you like this.” He said to me. He pulled me to his body and kissed me again. “Are you ready to get out?” He asked. I nodded my head. He stepped out before me and got a towel to wrap around me. I stepped out as he wrapped it around me and then just as he covered himself his mom walked into the room and saw us both in towels. “Mom, its not what it looks like.” Jared said. I blushed.
“Just please tell me you didn’t have sex.”
“We didn’t.” I said. I knew she would probably believe me more than she would believe him.
“Oh thank god. I don’t want a grandchild.” She said and I laughed.
“We will not being doing that anytime soon. You don’t need to worry about that.” I said.
“All right. Well I bought you guys some stuff wanna come see?” She asked.
“Let us get dressed first.” Jared said as he went to the closet. I grabbed my clothes and went back into the bathroom to put them on. I was putting on my shirt wheen Jared walked in. “That was so awkward.” He laughed. “She full out just asked if we had had sex.” He laughed more. I shoved his shoulder.
“We can’t do that anymore!” I nearly yelled at him.
“Come on, Babe.” He pulled me into him.
“I’m being serious.” I said as I laid my head on his chest.
“Lets go see what my mom bought.” He said. He grabbed my hand and I followed him down the stairs to the kitchen. We sat down at the island as she pulled random stuff out of bags. The last thing she pulled out was two t shirts.
“One for Ryan and One for Jared.” She said as she handed us the shirts. I unfolded mine and it read thing 1. I looked at Jareds and his says thing 2.
“Wow mom.” Jared said and laughed.
“Thank you.” I said to her. I think his mom wanted us to be together. I was the first friend he made here and of course I was attracted to him. He was attractive. I think Jared was grossed out by them. “Jared honey, they are cute.” I said looking at him.
“Thank you mom.” He said through his teeth.
“Guys, its a joke.” His mom laughed at us. I joined in with her laughter.
“You guys are freaks.” Jared said as he walked over to the fridge. “Ry, want a drink?”
“Sure.” We sat around for most of the day talking before Jared decided he wanted to play video games.
“Shouldn’t you call or text your mom?” He asked me as I was laying in his arms as he played.
“Yeah but I’m too lazy.” He laughed at me. I could hear his heart speed up as he laughed. I wondered if I did that to him. I took my phone out telling my mom I would be home some time tonight. She wanted me to be home for dinner. “She wants me home before dinner. Which is in an hour.” I said to Jared.
“Okay. I’ll take you home.” He shut his game off before putting a shirt on and grabbing his keys. We said bye to his mom before we walked out to his car. The ride to my house was quiet. We soon pulled up and I we sat and talked for a little. “Wanna go see a movie or something tomorrow?” He asked me.
“Yeah sure.” I said. “Just text me. My mom is gonna kill me if I’m not in there soon.” I half hugged him before I got out of the car and walked up the front steps. I waved by after I opened the door and the feeling of loneliness filled me.