20. 2 weeks later
/2 weeks later\
What an idiot. Does he even think right? How dumb can one even be? Okay, for the past 2 weeks all I can think about is Michael. Michael this, Michael That. Before I go to school, when I wake up, when I go to sleep. I've even been having dreams about him. I don't know what to do. I do really like him but, i made it pretty clear we weren't getting back together. Chase is doing good but I liked it better when we were friends. Since then, I have been hanging out with Calum and Ashton a lot. Like pretty much everyday. Now I feel like there my new best friends almost. Sadly, Calum and Delia broke up. Delia wasn't interested anymore. Then Quinn left the band, she's going to boarding school. Her parents found out she wasn't so good. That leaves Calum, Ashton,Michael,Luke and Aria in 5sos. But I guess you could say it's just they boys, Aria never shows up for practices. And speaking of relationships, Luke and Quinn broke up, they thought long distance wouldn't work. So pretty much the only steady relationship right now is Aria and Brett. Going back to Cal and Ashton. I feel like they're the only ones who understand me. They know I don't really like the girls, and surprisingly, they don't like them either. Ashton said they were just brats. Calum said he barely liked Delia. He said she always talked about how hard her life was. It seems like all of the boys hate the girls. Back to dating. I think I'm starting to like Calum. I think he likes me too.
I sit in my bed, stare at the fan. I can't stop thinking about her. She is taken, so I really can't ask her out. But does she even like Chase. But if I did ask Veda out, Michael would hate me. He wants her back. I'll call him.
I clicked on his name and it stated ringing. He picked up.
"Yo." He said.
"Hey." I said.
"So what's up?"
"I need to ask you a question." I said.
"Can I ask Veda out?"
I got nervous.
"She's with Chase."
"I know. But like if I did, would you be pissed?"
He hung up. Of course he was upset