Secrets Behind Closed Doors (Lashton)

I've never thought about it before. But I think I'm getting feelings for ashton. Am I gay?

I've been keeping this secret for years. It's not the easiest thing for the whole school to find out you're gay. That's why I haven't told anyone.

"No one will ever no about this"
"A secret behind closed doors"


20. Chapter 20

20 CHAPTERS!!!! Well that's pretty cool aha. Thanks to everyone that's read and enjoyed it.

Luke's POV

It was night time and I crawled in next to Ashton. "Sweet dreams" he whispered as we fell asleep.

Ever had one of those dreams where you dreamed of being asleep? Well I had one.

~ I was asleep in Ashton's room and I had heard him get up and leave. When he came back he stroked my face and kissed me. It was the best kiss I'd ever had. I opened my eyes and saw him. It was michael.~

I actually awoke from my dream just as sunrise hit through the blinding curtains. Why did I dream about michael? "Morning Luke" Ashton smiled sitting up. I yawned and squinted my eyes due to the light. "You must've had a good dream last night. You were talking in your sleep" ashton laughed. Oops. "Yeah aha it was about you"

I feel bad lying but I can't help the fact michael was in my dream. And as if I actually voluntarily kissed him, it was all his own idea. So I have nothing to do with it. I don't like Michael. He was just, well I couldn't get him out of my head. Not that I want him out of my head but then again- oh I'll just shut up. I just need to clear my thoughts.


Calums POV

"Hey calum" michael asked as he sat at the foot of my bed. "Yeah michael?" I reply.

"Well you know how you asked if I liked ashton. Well first of all I don't like ashton but. I like- I love - I need Luke. I know you hate him so much but I just. I can't fucking help my feelings, what do I do?" He whispers.

Okay that was unexpected. "Michael Luke wouldn't want you. He's already got ashton and plus he hates you too so don-"

"I kissed him. Twice" he blurts cutting me off. "Oh um maybe he does? Well what do you want me to do?" I ask. "Get Ashton out of the house for a bit?" He says smirking. "Luke wouldn't cheat on Ashton for you. No offense." I laugh. "We'll see calum. We'll see." He smiles walking out of the room. I follow him down to the kitchen and we change subjects. After a few minutes of arguing about who is better at Fifa Ashton and Luke walk downstairs. They sort of awkwardly smile at me and I observe Luke with michael. I don't think there's anything. Just a little smile. Oh well I doubt this is going to work but I'll be a good friend anyways. "hey Ashton? Do you want to go down to the old tree house we used to play in when we were younger?" I ask. His face brightens up and he shouts "yes I haven't been there in ages!". Michael looks happy but that's cut short when Ashton gives Luke a long goodbye kiss. I laugh at michael silently and leave with Ashton. Good luck to him.

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