After the take me home tour, Becki came back home with us, to see her family and old friends, she’s never set foot in Australia since she was 11 years old, it’s great to have her back.. not in the way i want though…
“The same old Australia, it’s good to be home!” India squealed, 1st stop, Luke’s house,
“MUM I’M HOME!” Luke screamed,
“Luke! it’s- OH MY GOD IS THAT MY BABY GIRL?! BECKI!!” She grinned, running to hug her mother,
“MOM!” Tears streamed down her face as she embraced her mother in a hug.
“My baby girl is all grown up, so beautiful” She had tears in her eyes,
“Well that explains a lot considering i’ve done modelling with my friend Eleanor” She chuckled slightly,
“Oh my god are you and Michael back together?! I still remember when you had your first kiss the day you left, so cute” We both blushed a deep red,
“Mommmm!” She whined,
“No me and Michael aren’t back together, we were just kids at the time!, anyway i’ve just came out of what i thought was a perfect relationship” That felt like a stab to the heart, she didn’t feel anything for me.. and she never will..
“Oh yeah you’ve been in the press a lot you and Harry, so what happened” Her mom asked,
“Well he cheated on me for starters and then…” A tear rolled down her cheek,
“He beat up… Mikey..” Her mom gasped, she beckoned me over,
“Show her” I lifted up my vest slightly showing the huge bruise which was starting to fade,
“Why would he do that to you?” Her mom asked still in shock,
“He thought i was trying to steal B away from him, it’s no big deal, she took great care of me” I grinned at her, trying to be as genuine as possible,
“Yeah she did, she almost kissed him better too” Luke sniggered, we both turned around at the same time and glared at him, i’m usually a very happy person, but Luke really knows how to push my buttons..
“Luke sweetheart, where’s Ash and Cal?” As if on cue Calum and Ashton strutted in with huge grins on their faces,
“Hey!” They chirped, aw Cashton!
Couple of hours later…
I sat in the living room with Ashton, he’s like a big brother to me and is always there for me when need someone, i can still remember when i used to have a huge crush on him, but that’s past now,
“Michael seems pretty down lately, has he said anything to you?” He shook his head and sighed,
“He’s the type who bottles everything up until he explodes” I lay my head on Ash’s shoulder,
“I wish i could help him more! But i can’t if he won’t let me in”
I don’t know if it was the old feeling for Ash coming back or just the fact that i’m so mentally confused right now, but i found myself inches away from kissing Ashton Irwin, only a tiny part of me wanted to, i desperately wanted to stop, but for some reason i couldn’t, our lips touched for about 3 seconds, that’s when the door burst open..
I’d just came out of the shower, i was walking to the kitchen to put my towel into the washing machine, when i saw Ash and Becki having a quiet conversation, being the nosey git i am i stayed and watched them, it wasn’t till i saw them kiss then i completely exploded…
I burst through the door, tears streaming down my face, they instantly jumped apart, cheeks flushing bright red,
“Michael?! What’s wrong?” The fact that she was so oblivious to what was going on made me so angry,
“CAN’T YOU SEE THAT I’M MADLY IN LOVE WITH YOU? YOU GOT RID OF HARRY I THOUGHT I HAD A CHANCE BUT NO! YOU WANT MR PERFECT ASHTON IRWIN! WHAT DO I HAVE TO DO TO GET YOU TO REALISE THAT YOU BELONG WITH ME! AND I’M SO IN LOVE WITH YOU IT HURTS!” After i got everything out, the weight was lifted off my shoulders but was replaced by embarrassment and shame..
“I-I-I..” That’s all i could manage before running straight out of the front door right to the local park i used to go to as a kid, I sat on a swing for a good hour and a half before i felt a presence near me,
“Michael?” Becki’s soft delicate voice instantly put me at ease, but i knew she was here to reject me,
“Save it Becki, i really don’t need to hear the rejection just yet, just let me be miserable and go away-” My voice cracked, a couple of tears rolling down my cheeks,
“Who says anything about rejection?” My heart sped up, for the first time in 6 years i had the tiniest bit of hope, then it was crushed again by my own stupid brain reminding me that she’s into Ashton and not me..
“That kiss with Ashton said all i need to hear.. And before you go, i’m sorry about snapping at you like that, i just completely broke..” I expected her to leave at that point, but instead she sat on the swing next to me, intertwining her hand with mine,
“I don’t know what that kiss was, i won’t deny it, i really don’t have any feelings for Ash, that was just like kissing my big brother, i have feelings for someone else” That knocks Ashton off the list, who next Calum maybe?
“Great someone else i have to see you with..” She leant forward placing her lips next to my ear and whispered,
“You’d see me with you” I shot my head to look at her, the love filling her eyes.. She has feelings for me!
“I know it took me a while to figure out, but now i realise i don’t want to be with anyone else but you!” A huge smile instantly flew across my face, she’s mine.. she want’s to be mine!
“This is probably the happiest i’ve ever felt, since i first saw you again” I couldn’t wait any longer, i pressed my lips onto hers, the butterflies, fireworks bombs tsunami's you name it was building in the pit of my stomach,
“Aww look at them having a make out session in the middle of a childs park! That’s not creepy at all!” We pulled away to see the rest of the boys standing there smirking like crazy,
“I’ve said it once, i’ll say it again, carry on with the show, we’ll be here when you’re finished” Luke smirked, we both rolled our eyes at him, we stood up our hands still locked together,
“Mikey, she’s my sister, treat her like she’s the only thing in the world!” I nodded at him,
“There’s no doubt about that, she’s been my everything since we were 11 years old” I said, not taking my eyes off her. She smiled a beautiful smile at me, my life felt complete, just having her with me made everything feel right..