I could imagine the spotlight falling on us and reporters all aroundus dying for just a glimpse of me.
For a girl like me, this is heaven.
Cause actually, I wasn't a part of any cool group in school or in Uni.
Not that I was an outcast. Just that I was a very quiet girl.
I was just mysterious as Ruth used to say.
Well anywas when I auditioned, everything changed.
Not everything, just the fact that I didn't have many friends.
Well let me tell you more about myself.
My name is Joanna Emily Brown. I'm 19. My height is 5'6.
I'm from the UK. I play the guitar and write originals.
Not bad a life, dont you think?
But it wasn't.
Not if my dad had died, my mom was interested in a guy who used to abuse me and a rotten sister, Jesse.
I used to take pills to hide my depression cause dad was the only person who supported me and now he was gone.It wasn't hard for mom to get over his death but for me it was horrible.
That is how Ruth and I had met at a counselling centre after I was found on the floor with an overdose and Ruth cut herself because of a silly reason.
We were both of the same age. We had the same favourites and dislikes.
It's funny that we didn't notice each other when we were in the same class.
We became like sisters to each others. We are sisters.
Ever since then we both tried to forget our past and move on.Ruth managed to climb the social ladder higher than I could making more friends and frenemies while I stuck to a few friends.But we were always there for each other
It's been six years since that time. And now I'm standing on the backstage of the X Factor after singing in front of 5SOS and getting selected by Simon Cowell.