Sunday 2 ♡
I just want to be alone. But I can't. Today is my dad well my adoption dad, the dad who raised me funeral.
I stayed up all night moving in to my real dads place and texting Luke.
Derek stayed up all night crying and un-packing his room is right across the hall from mine.
I told Luke everything.
He was gonna do auditions for another band meme er so they could start a band but he canceled to come to my dads funeral today.
My real dad, Josh came in my room.
"You ready?" He asked.
"Yes" I sighed.
I was wearing a short black dress and black heels with my black nose piercing in.
I had a black coat on to cover up my tattoos on my arm.
After my real dad left my room. I went over to my purse and got my blade.
I rushed out of my room and into the bathroom down the hall and locked the door behind me.
I cut once at the bottom of my tattoos.
I washed off the blood of my arm and blade.
I unlocked the bathroom door and was about to walk out when I bumped into dad making me drop my blade.
He bent down and picked it up.
He walked behind me and threw it in the toilet and flushed it.
"Let me see." He said to me.
I take off my coat again and showed him them over my tattoos.
He starting shaking his head.
Then he walked over to me and hugged me.
"I'm sorry Ansley! I love you and I'm sorry I wasn't here for you until now but I love you hunny." I could feel his tears on my cuts. It burnt a little on my newest cut.
Then my dad pulled back from the hug and put my coat back on me.
We both walked out of the bathroom and I went into my room and got my phone.
Then I headed out to my dads car with Derek.
We got in and drove to the graveyard where the funeral was being held.
The first person I see when I get out the car is Luke.
He is standing there at the back of his car in a black suit leaning up against the back of his car looking at the people walking to the place my dad laid in his casket.
I ran up to Luke and gave him a hug.
"I'm glad you came Luke!" I said while hugging him.
"I wouldn't miss it for anything Ansley." He said.
Then we let go of the hug and walked together to the casket with our hands locked together.
The preacher began talking.
There were about 50 people here, my family well my adoption family and my adoptive dad's friends.
When the preacher was done talking me and Luke walked up to the open casket and I said "Goodbye daddy I will miss you" and blew him a kiss.
After everybody said there goodbyes they lowered his body into the ground. And people started letting balloons go into the air.
I started crying again and buried my face in Luke's chest.
After that I walked over to my real dad and told him I was going to Luke's house.
"Okay" he said.
We got in Luke's car and headed to his house.
When we got there I took off my jacket forgetting about the cut I made there today.
Luke must have seen it because he said "Ansley why did you cut again? Remember our deal?" A tear escaped from Luke's eye.
"I was sad about my dad, Luke please don't cry." I took off my shoes and ran up to Luke and hugged him and he hugged me back.
"I don't want you hurting yourself Ansley." He sniffled.
"I won't that is the last cut I'll ever make, besides my real dad flushed the blade down the toilet today." Luke let get of the hug and walked outside.
I put back on my shoes and walked outside too.
There was Luke on the porch smoking a cigarette.
I sit next to him and pulled out a cigarette and started smoking too.
Then Luke's - our mom came out of his house and sit across from us.
We put out our cigarettes.
"Hunny I'm so sorry I heard what happened with your dad!" She said.
I whispered to Luke "Does she know she is my mom"
He shook his head.
"What is it dear?" She said.
I spoke up "Your my mom, me and my brother are the 2 kids you put up for adoption."
Her faced dropped.
"Hunny- I never put any of my kids up for adoption, I only have 3 kids..." She said slowly.
"But..but Josh said you were my mom and he was the real dad." I say.
"Josh who?" She says slowly.
"Josh Anchorson" I say.
"Oh my god Hunny!!!!" She screams.
"What it is?" I ask worried.
"We have to call 911!" She said screaming and running in the house.
Me and Luke look at each other and quickly run after her.
Before she calls I tell her his address quickly.
When she gets off the phone with 911. She says
"Josh Anchorson just got out of prison and he is NOT a real adoption agency worker!"
"Oh my god!" I scream!
"We have to rush to his house now!"
We all 3 run out to Liz's car and jump in and rush to Josh's house.
As soon as we get there the police are pulling in too.
The 3 of us plus the police rush in the house and there lying in the floor is my brother Derek dead.
I bust out in tears, I fall to the floor, I couldn't see, I couldn't breathe.
The police search the house but I hear him say "Josh is gone."
*Okay guys I literally cried because of this chapter, her brother was only 12 by the way.*