"Mondays are the days he is nice to me."


29. Monday 5 ∞

Monday 5 ∞

I can't believe what I'm hearing.

Ansley Marie & our baby is dead!

It's all my fault! I should have flew out to her instead!

I lift my hands up to my hair and start tugging at it, I slide down the wall balling my eyes out.

And I sit there.

I pull out my phone and turn it on, a picture of Ansley & I.

I cry even more and throw my phone across the room, it hit the wall and breaks into pieces.

I get up and punch the wall as hard as I can leaving a hole in it.

I run to my room and collapse on my bed and cry my eyes up.

I sit up and grab my guitar next to my bed, it always makes me feel better even though I knew I couldn't possibly ever fully recover from this, ever. I start to play.

Woah oh ohh ohh

This is everything I didn't say

Wait, don't tell me,

Heaven is a place on earth

I wish I could rewind all the times

That I didn't show you

What your really worth

The way, you held me,

I wish that I had put you first

I was wrong I admit,

Numb from your kiss

While you were slipping

Through my fingertips

Taking every breathe away

With all the mistakes I made

From all the letters I saved

This is everything I didn't say

I wish I could of made you stay

And I'm the only one to blame

I know that it's a little too late

This is everything I didn't say

Woah oh ohh ohh

This is everything I didn't say

Wake me up now,

And tell me this is all a bad dream

All the songs I wrote,

All the wrongs that I hoped would erase

From your memory

Holding onto a broken and empty heart

Flowers I should have bought,

All the hours I lost

Wish I could bring it back to the start

Woah oh ohh ohh

This is everything I didn't say

Woah oh ohh ohh

I finished and pulled the little black box out of my pocket.

I was gonna propose to her tonight when she got here.

Ashton comes rushing through the room

"I heard what happened!!!" He says with tears in his eyes.

The other boys rush in with tears in there eyes too.

"I have to tell you all something..." Ashton spoke softly.

"I killed Nicole at the school shooting not Josh, he walked in with a gun and fired it up at the sky, I went and hid and heard somebody coming towards me I thought it was Josh, I had a stapler in my hand and threw it at her thinking it was Josh and it hit her and killed her, I escaped out of the window because I knew when the cops came they couldn't accuse me for it." He says with his head hung low.

I stay there shocked with more tears in my eyes.

Calum & Michael tackle Ashton.

I call the cops.

We pinned Ashton down until they came and they took him away.

There went our band, there went 5 Seconds of Summer.

Who knew so much could happen in 5 weeks?

In 5 Monday's?

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