I Think I Think Too Much

So I'm an Insomniac yeah? And sometimes I don't sleep at night so I take that time, as I see writing in the middle of the night is the best time to write, the darkness in my opinion draws out creativity, so these are just some things I wrote. They don't all apply to me and these aren't always my feelings, sometimes I just write for other people, for the people with no voice, the people that are too afraid to say what needs to be said, I write for those people. Overthinking.


40. mindlessly bouncing knees and grinding teeth

It's 12:34 am and my knees are nocking and I can't sleep because my thoughts keep going back to you and wondering if you think this is a joke or you actually love me.

I don't know if you think this is a game or it's the most lucky and romantic thing anyone's ever experienced but my mind is full of doubts and I don't know what to believe, are you doing this purposely? Am I a victim of some sick and twisted game? Or do you actually love me?

I can't trust people so I can never be so sure.

I don't trust anyone.

I'm sorry that I'm suppose to trust you and I don't.

But the surreality of this love is so hard to believe and it's smoke in my eyes and cancer in my lungs when I think about how this could all just be a sham.

Please, I'm trying to trust you,

You know I love proving people wrong,

But please don't prove me wrong.

Tell me you love me,

And mean it.

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