I had a dream about you last night. We were at a gas station getting some nighttime munchies and we were having so much fun. I was getting spongebob snacks that made me think of you and you were telling me how I should buy the passion fruit drink and drink it right before my first kiss. We laughed about small things and I showed you excitement when I saw an ad for a concert or the song playing was a good one.
We joked around with the store workers and surprised each other with snacks. I miss you like crazy. After I woke up I was thinking about how I miss my sisters too, but I'd rather have you back and I hope you know how much that means, how deep that is. We had so many good times and there's so many songs that I want to show you, songs I know you'd like or songs we'd both laugh at, there's this outfit that I want to know if it looks good, and I want to ask you, because I trusted you with the small things like that, there's this guy I like and I want to tell you all about him, and there's this thing that I've been dying to to tell you and it's that I still love you and I miss you and I don't know what to do without you anymore, I've been dying to say it but you're hard to reach and I don't even know if you care... Do you? Who am I kidding, I could never ask you that, I could never tell you how I really feel and I don't know if you'd even care damn it.