I Think I Think Too Much

So I'm an Insomniac yeah? And sometimes I don't sleep at night so I take that time, as I see writing in the middle of the night is the best time to write, the darkness in my opinion draws out creativity, so these are just some things I wrote. They don't all apply to me and these aren't always my feelings, sometimes I just write for other people, for the people with no voice, the people that are too afraid to say what needs to be said, I write for those people. Overthinking.


32. 10 going on 21

Celebrity that's 21 has it all, fame, fans, money and success but nobody cares enough to see that she's broken on the inside and nobody understands when she takes her own life, and what a shame it is when people think that money and success will make them happy.

20 year old who is stuck in a problem, she doesn't get the love she needs from the ones who should supply, she goes to the one who leaves her skin colours the sky should only be at night.

beauty only 19 who is having trouble finding herself, stuck between two crowds and she knows which one is right and which one is fun and they definitely aren't the same thing.

18 is the age when she is tugged between childhood and womanhood and can't understand why so much pressure is placed on her at once so she goes to all the wrong sources to take the stress away.

rebel of 17 knows she's out of place and winks at trouble and masks her pain with sarcasm and leather jackets when on the inside she is crumbling and needs someone.

Prom queen of 16, eyes like a doe and hair like gold thread, but she couldn't stop the cry for attention and it showed through her skinny tank top straps and covers of sad songs.

boho of 15 couldn't get enough, petty smiles and representations of things she didn't even know, lies about him and breaks friends apart.

misfit of 14 can't handle anything, she hides under blankets in the light of video games and cries herself to sleep with the sound of vinyls blaring the loudest rock music she can find so maybe she can drown out all the screams of her problems and the scars that line her body like notebook paper.

pressured at 13, she can't understand why her parents come home and drink, taking advantage of her weakness and all she ever wants to do is make them proud.

baby girl, suicidal after only 12 years and she fakes happy so well, masks the utter confusion of why she can't be loved like all the other girls.

11 forced to be 32, held to the accountability of adult decisions and left to take care of the children she isn't even old enough to mother.

10 years old who gets pushed around at school and she tries so hard to be happy despite the problems growing up brings.

9 years old here's our advice, search for happiness in the little things, only love who loves you, do what brings justice, stay young but don't be immature, don't rely on people, strength and independence can bring you far, don't cry for attention cause it'll bring it in all the wrong ways, be real and don't try to be someone everyone else wants you to be, you need to love yourself or else you won't be able to be truly happy, don't reach to be someone you aren't capable of being just because there's a standard, you are loved and you don't even know it, taking your life is the saddest thing you can do because it doesn't take any pain away it just passes it to the next person, being a big sister can make you more mature and adults will take you more serious, and don't ever try to act older than your age because you can never ever get to be that age again so take advantage of it and act your age, and forget all the bad things that came with past years and ages because you'll never be that age again so why live the rest of your life stuck on that age when there are so many ahead of you.

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