"School is closed!" I yelled to my mother as i walked in he door.
"Okay." I am cold and wet. I sat in the snow for half an hour, letting the snow cover cover me. I was so cold and my fingers were numb.
I didn't know what to do. I didn't feel anything like real feelings towards him, but well i don't know.
When i kissed him, i felt something... Like.... It was like a click inside me. Its hard to explain. Maybe Luke felt it too.
I didn't really know what to do at this point. And i didn't really think about what would happen after we kissed.
I knew it would complicate things!
I sat sprawled out on my bed, playing on my phone. Luke texted me a couple of times, but i didn't feel like replying.
I could tell he was getting paranoid, but he would get over it.
I opened twitter and scrolled through my boring timeline. It was only boring because one direction didn't tweet anything. *sigh*
I couldn't get warm and the wet cold was biting my skin, so i decided to take a shower.
I walked to my bathroom and got all my things out that i would need; shampoo, conditioner, wash cloth, and a towel.
Once i was set, i took off my clothes and threw them in a soggy lump on the bathroom floor. They landed with a mucky thwack that made me giggle.
I then went onto my phone and went into my music to put FOUR by One Direction on shuffle. I LOVED them so much it was just unreal.
I twisted the cold metal knob to start the warm shower that was coated in soap scum, and stepped inside.
The warm water on my cold skin tingled. I was thankful when i was warmed up and i started to wash myself and my hair.
When it came time to wash my face, i chewed on my lips, remembering Lukes.
Was this giddy feeling ever gonna go away? I hoped it would and i just kept telling myself that i didn't actually like Luke. Were just friends. And i went and screwed everything up.
I hope we could be friends still... He was pretty cool to hang out with and i didn't wanna risk that.
I sighed and got out of the shower. I cleared a little patch of steam from the mirror so i could see my reflection.
My skin was a healthy glow again, and my lips weren't a faded purple anymore. I smiled at myself.
I walked out of the bathroom covered in a fluffy brown towel, and i went to my room. I closed and locked the door and laid on my bed.
I checked my phone which had a lot of messages from luke.
Luke: am i a good kisser?
Luke: are you gonna ignore me?
Luke: Carly pls
Luke: did i do something wrong?
Luke: answer me pls
Luke: are u dead or something
Luke: did u die
Luke: metal poisionong?
Luke: my kiss?
Me: are you having fun there?
Luke: oh my gosh where have you been?
Me: i was showering
Luke: well i feel stupid now
Me: you should
Me: and the kiss wasn't that great
Luke: our next kiss will be better
Me: their wont be another one
Luke: why not
Luke: i felt something and i know you did too
So he did feel it...
Luke: don't lie
Me: I'm not
I was so close to confessing that I did feel something, but i don't have actual feelings for him.
Luke: Carly please
Luke: i know you felt something
Me: fine i did
Luke: am i being punked
Me: i felt something
Me: but i don't have like, feelings for you
Me: just friend feelings
Luke: so what now
Luke: you feeling something must be a universal sigh or something
Me: doubt it
Luke: i think it means were supposed to date
Me: i don't think so
Luke: can i come over?
I jug realised that i was texted a guy when all i was wearing was a towel. I got up and changed into an 1D t-shirt and grey sweat pants. Mmm.
I then went back to texting luke.
Luke: so i can come over? **hopeful face**
Me: no **evil grin**
Luke: no wait!
Me: you get one more text
Luke. Okay. I love you Carly and i hope you love me one day too
A sentimental lump rose in my throat. He loved me and wouldn't stop telling me. This boy would not get discouraged. Its kinda admirable :)
I spent the whole day basically being lazy. (Of course.) i ate a lot of food, did some more thinking, and i actually decided to let my new piercing grown in.
It seemed unimportant and i think it was getting infected anyway. It was starting to hurt.
Oh and wanna know how i fell asleep? I passed out in my bed holding my phone. I was scrolling through twitter, but i guess i was just so tired.
The last thing i thought about, was Luke's lips on mine.