Once Vic left I had the place to myself...yeah I know I feel bad for all this shit but you know I honestly need to keep moving forward. I looked at my phone and saw a message from Langston one of my coworkers at footlocker
Langston!-aye milli were you at? Manager found out you went to a concert he needs to talk to you.
Me-tell him I quit I cant work no more Langston -why?
Me-dude I got my reasons its hours tho .
Langston-ah gotchu well i ll hyu soon!
I threw my phone against the couch and grabbed something to eat. "Let's see what do you want to eat belly?" Yeah I talk to my belly. I grabbed the sushi I had been waiting to eat since the day I left to Houston. I munched away in my food. After doing so I began to head to my room.
I grabbed my clothes and went straight to the bathtub. I was sitting in the water let my mind relax. Why can't life be so simple? That's all I want to know. I got out the tub within minutes. I blow dried my hair making it look a lion. I went over to my desk to get a hair tie. I grabbed it and tied back my hair I sent to the living room to get my phone...3 miss calls from Sam mmm…I called her back
"Amillia!?! where have you been?" I looked around the room
“umm sleeping, eating, and taking a shower. Now tell me where have yiu been last night and today" putting emphasis on the word you.
"Amillia do you know what you did last night?” I got quiet and she continue to talk “You and Vic fucked last night. I left to go get some take out but I came back and y'all weren't in the living room so I thought that y'all went to bed but noo I was so wrong! I heard th-" I cut Sam off
"SAM SAM PLEASE " She laughed
"Well I left to Austin’s house and the Bae was nice enough to let my stay ...but yeah I'm on my work break I'll see you at 6"
I hung up at her my mind is just all over the place when Sam talked about Vic. Ugh I went to my room and threw myself and scratched the side of my face. The pain was bad just by a light scratch. I went up to the mirror and looked at my face. All my fault. I just had to open my mouth and be a bitch... I ruined my friendship with Tony for the rest of my life. I looked at my desk "hi there!" I rolled my eyes at it. "Shut up" it laughed "haha have you missed me?" I got up "no not really" it then started to be rude to me "look you need me I can tell. I'm not dumb also you’re so stupid for fucking his friend I bet you'd fuck the others you slut." I got up and walked over to it "shut the fuck up. You just always find a way to get to me right?" It frowned "awe I'm sorry can I get a hug?" I away "no!" he rolled its eyes "please?please please please please please please" I rolled my eyes "UGH SHUT THE FUCK UP!WHAT CAN I DO TO MAKE YOU SHUT THE FUCK UP?" It smiled "use me!" I grabbed it "shit." I started gliding the mother fucker across my thighs. Tears started going down. "Fuck me…fuck life…fuck everything..." I did 3 for the three biggest mistakes ....1) being a whore 2) ruining a friend ship 3) putting myself in this situation. This is what I need
I opened her door to catch her doing it "AMILLIA!" she kept screaming "NOOO STOP PLEASE LEAVE JUST DONT DO IT AGAIN" I tried to get close to her but she broke down "AHHHHHH!!!" She started to scream like crazy high. "AMILLIA CALM DOWN ITS OKAY!" She didn’t she just kept going. "Amillia it’s okay!" I got close to her she was in a ball behind her bed. She didn’t move when I got close to. I hugged her but all she did was scream louder. "Shhhh it’s okay..."
Fuck I think she's having a panic attack...I got up and went to go get her water see if that calms her down a bit. Screams where the only thing you can hear.
While grabbing a glass and filling it up with water it suddenly got quiet. It was nice I mean I feel bad but her screaming was getting bad. I went back to her room and she was still behind her bed. I walked over and she was knocked out on the floor. I freaked out not knowing what to do. I put my Head against her chest luckily she was still alive...I looked at her legs blood all over them. I looked at her she’s just so beautiful I love her. I then notice the carpet also had blood on it. I felt like dying. Seeing Amillia hurt like this kills me and it hurts even more knowing that I'm the reason this happened. "I love you so much you don't even understand I'm sorry for going with the girl, I'm sorry for hitting you, I'm just really sorry to put you through this..." I stood in silence looking at Amillia. I gave her a kiss on her forehead and picked her up from the floor. I gently placed her into her bed. I took advantage of this time because I know she’ll want to kick me out the moment she knows I’m here. I wrapped my arms around her and hugged her she tried to move...but she didn't so I know that this is going to end soon. She began mumbling. She’s coming back. Come on say it. She opened her mouth "I love you Vic" Wait what?
A/N- i know its short but dont worry ;)