It's been a year since I last saw my dad, since I last talked to Alex or Andy, and since I met my new best friends, Luke, Michael, Ashton, and Calum. It was the hardest year of my life, but my friends got me through it, especially Luke, he's been with me the whole way. I've moved in with the boys cause I couldn't stand my dad anymore and Luke wasn't going to let me around him any longer. We haven't been doing much 'hanging out' because I've been crying so much, but it's a new year, I'm a senior and I go back to school tomorrow, I took online schools last year cause I couldn't face Alex or Andy any more. The boys will be going on like a mini tour for 9 months and then coming home with me for the summer, occasionally coming home here and there for a break. So today is our last day to hang out for a while. They are leaving tomorrow after I go to school, so I can say goodbye tomorrow instead of today. I am going to miss them so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so much!!!!!!!!! And I know people are probably wondering what it's been like living with a famous silly boy band, well, I can tell you, it's really cool, they are always trying to cheer you up. Even in the worst situations they keep a smile in there faces, sometimes it's not the best time, but they do, even if it's a sympathetic smile. I also get to meet the boys' girlfriends today. Ashton's girlfriend, we call ashton, ash now, is Taylor Swift, I know, CRAZY!!!! But they do love each other. Mikey's girlfriend is Carly Ray Jensen, yet another CRAZY thing, but they are a lot alike, their both silly and love food. Now Calum's girlfriend is just a normal girl, he met her at Starbucks, her name is Mackenzie, really sweet girl, and Luke, he has the same girlfriend he did when I met him, Ashley, they've been dating for about 2 to 3 years now. Sadly. I have developed feelings for Luke and they are pretty strong, he doesn't notice I think. The only ones who know are Mikey and Calum, they know how bad it hurts me to see Luke kiss and hug Ashley, so when he does they shout 'US AND ARI ARE GOING TO STAR BUCKS SEE YA LATER!!!!!' And then we leave. It's upsetting, and Luke has asked me a couple times why me, Mikey and Calum go to Starbucks while Ashley's here, luckily she's here everyday at noon, so I can say I go to get my coffee at noon and then I don't say anymore than that, the last thing Luke needs is knowing the girl he invited to stay at there home, who USED to share a bed with him, has very strong feelings for him. This is all just a mess.