5. all alone
Sean felt guilty that he threw his food out the window but he didn't care at least the birds could eat it and get food poisoning instead of him his tummy started to rumble after a little while but he just ignored it's cries for food. Sean was all alone at this moment in time he wished he had a sibling or someone to keep him company but all he had was his boring parents they were never any fun. Sean knew that it was school in the morning but he was scared just incase Daniel didn't want to be friends with him anymore. Sean knew he'd have to face his parents in the morning but right now he just couldn't cope with it.
Sean heard his dad's car pull onto the drive it was all plain it used to be green but it just fell to bits like the rest of Sean's life . He heard his mum and dad laughing. "Yea they were probably having fun without him" he thought to himself. Sean felt like rubbish that nobody wanted and he tried to stop himself from feeling this way but he couldn't help it. Sean's room was painted blue and his bed was a single. His clothes were all in a mess his mum was always moaning at him to clean it up but Sean never could be bothered.
Sean sat down on his bedroom floor there was nothing for Sean to do in there it was all so boring his parents wouldn't let him have any toys in there just incase he hurt himself because his mum had seen this lady on tv saying about how her son fell asleep with a toy trapped on him and the firefighters had to cut him out and he was in so much agony. Sean's mum had told him a lot more but it was too painful for Sean to talk about.
Sean started to bang on his bedroom door his fingers started to bleed the blood was bright red and he was in agony all he was doing was hurting himself but Sean didn't care he wanted to hurt himself. Sean went over to his bed and checked his bright orange clock. "Oh my god it's 7 o'clock my bedtime" he said to the empty room. Sean was so exhausted he thought he might pass out he changed out of his clothes and into his night time pj's they had yellow stars and the background was deep blue when Sean was in these pj's he felt safe. His grandma had given them to him before she passed away and thinking of it made him sad.
Sean climbed into bed and fell fast asleep before he knew it suddenly Sean woke up his tummy was really hurting and he thought he was going to die. Sean had a bad dream about the doll when he was asleep he thought it was real and woke up of fear. He swore he heard her but then he told himself he was being silly and to go back off to sleep so he did and then he woke up again and went over to check his wardrobe nothing had happened he said to himself it was his imagination the doll wasn't going to hurt him. He thought he was safe.
Soon it was morning and Sean opened one eye then the other and had a big stretch his arms were going everywhere he still felt tired and he had morning breath which he hated. He jumped out of bed and went over to his bedroom windows and he opened up his windows he saw the beautiful sun shining down on him and he said to himself "Well today's another day" He went over to his wardrobe and pulled out his boring school uniform it was dark black the sleeves were too long for him. And he had these really boring black trousers which were very scruffy and black boots with laces way to small for his feet but his parent's couldn't afford to buy him any new ones.